Me as BenG

My kind of style

2012-01-27T00:27:00.007+08:00

my kind of style
was looking at all those snapshot fashion photo
like those
simple colour and stylish outfit
neutral colour pants wit blazer
simple outfits wit vintage flats or sneakers...
all u nid is jus mix and match

was shopping in Kl last week
and im jus able to finds some of them in Cotton on and Forever21 and its pricy duh..
hope there going to be a bazaar soon in kl...>.<

photo credit from tonguechic

P/S: Being called WEIRD is like being called Limited Edition.You are something people dont see that often. Remember that ~~

its my Birthday !!!

2012-01-22T00:58:00.007+08:00

Just hav a little short post
its my BIRTHDAY ..
and today is Chinese reunion dinner..
thanks god im able to come bac from my uni one day before reunion dinner
din plan any activities on my birthday due to limited time
and i jus thought wil celebrate it few days later..

Bro coming bac for CNY from Penang
and he bought this 12 little macaroons wit six diff taste bac as my birthday cake..>.<

plans always change out of sudden
friends asking me out for dinner after im bac from uni for celebrating my pre-birthday

went to Yeolde English have my dinner
thanks for ride and the birthday cake ya..william ^^

was going to friends house for gamble on my birthday
and my babe Holly and xot xot gang
calling me to wait for their arrival in Oldtown kopitiam
i was waiting ,waiting and waiting
and they sudden appear singing birthday song wit cake..
thx for everything ya
i thought they were busy on my birthday
tat y i went to friends open house
sorry for din celebrate my birthday wit u all..

Birthday cake from Xot Xot Gang....
love the cake very much cos its cover by thick layer of chocolate ....
you know its my favorite, babe...xoxo

Receive my first Ang Pao from my daddy on the first day of CNY
cute little lucky cat...
hope it will bring me lot of luck for this year..

tats all for my current post..
Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends^^

p/s: 【水瓶座特质】
1.⒈喜欢简单，不喜欢麻烦和累的感觉。⒉健忘不记仇。⒊有斗志爱拼搏，刻苦努力。⒋别人对他好定加倍奉还的代表。⒌天生的统筹规划专家，计划性强。⒍固执。明知是错也要往前走。⒎讨厌做决定。⒏爱憎分明，不给自己不喜欢的人丝毫机会。⒐爱笑，一点小事就笑逐颜开，什么都写在脸上。

holiday diary

2011-12-26T11:02:00.009+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone
skip few day class
and reach ipoh safely
my bus was having car accident during journey to jelapang
but thanks god
the bus jus accidentally hit the back of a car and does not cause any death..
take bout 8 hr to reach ipoh..
thx to yoon teng and queen pick me and yee jia at the bus stop for dinner
we were damn hungry on the way bac from butterworth
DAY before chritsmas eve..
went Starbucks wit buddy at late nite til it close for business
having strong intention for starbucks hot choc since im bac from uni
im admit im bit silly sometime..or mayb always
after hot choc
due to curiosity
i went 7-11 and bought a bottle of Guinness
Every time went for night outing, im wil chose either Heineken, tiger or sometime cocktail or mocktail..never thought of Guinness
my friend keep laughing at me
cos i was lik silly girl first time drinking beer
asking him y is the Guinness in black colour..wtf..
chatting and go for a spin
finish the beer without notice
and i had bit dizzy after that..
when back home late at nite once again
feel glad tat my parents din scold me
i think
they had notice their little girl had grown up
and know how to take good care of herself..
no matter how hard we play..
at last we stil miss our home..

CHRISTMAS eve morning
date wit my friend teng2 who came bac from sg for sem break
we watch "Sherlock Holmes 2"
since alvin2 crash wit our time...
looking forward for MI4
but i think i would end up watching through online or dl
cos everyone had watched it....sad
RUSHING bac home
and able hav some nap b4 go out countdown for Christmas
i had been sleep less than 5 hour everyday since im bac to ipoh..
hahaha...is it a good or bad sign?? huh..

having jug of orange tequila wit friend in Friends cafe b4 countdown..
it taste lik orange jus..totally lik drinking fruit juice ...=.=
finish half jug and i din feel any dizziness
thought of jus walking around the bar and pub area since its pack of ppl
but lucky us
my friend meet his friend outside the pub "kinda confuse"
and he offer us go in since he was the vip member...woohoo
never thought of clubbing during X'mas eve
end up screaming and dancing in Lavish..
stil..i lik barroom the most...haha

p/s: Party hard, make mistakes, laugh endlessly. Do things you're afraid to do. After all, you're only young once..And im doing it now..
Happy Boxing day to all my friends^^

Smile

2011-12-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

random post of me..
Christmas is coming..
and im planning to go bac once again to meet my friend ^^
moreover i nid to move some of my uni stuff bac
had been busy wit assignment recently
and oso swimming class..
after few lesson
finally
im able to swim ^^
thx to my coach, Danner
i noe u suffering from being kick by us during training session..
sorry ya..
enjoying swimming very much..
Sooner, i can go swim wit friend..woohoo..
btw im joining Aiesec MyLDS 2012 ( Malaysia Leadership Development Seminar )
it going to be held in UKM for one week
The camp is the biggest national conference in Malaysia that act as a stepping stone to provide learning opportunities for leaders tomorrow.
and there will b delegates come from Hong Kong,China,Japan n summore Egypt
so we can get to know more friends and we’ll all learn to be a big family together! ^^

Avril Lavinge- Wish you were Here..

All this feeling had gone since i had move on..
i barely remember all the thing ..
right or wrong
it doesn't matter anymore
thx for drop by in my life
u making me more tougher lik i never been before

p/s: Isn't it ironic? We ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones who ignore us, love the ones hurt us and hurt the ones that love us~~

day in home town

2011-11-30T00:30:00.003+08:00

bac ipoh for two days
settle some stuff and playing wit wan ru..

weird face expression from both of us..hahaha

she is getting bigger..lol
but stil not able to talk properly..

purposely dress her lik going to school look..
she jus so cute...^^

Christmas is jus around the corner
not much decoration in JJ
jus a simple chritsmas tree..
i miss those day i went KL wit friends during Chritsmas
it much more beautiful and full of pretty decoration in all shopping center at KL.
having some intention wil go down KL during CNY ..hohoho...

having coffee in Coffee Bean and tea leaf right after shopping in Padini and Vincci
the shop were having 50% sale for 2 days..
not much thing to buy
cos all the item were from previous season
and not very nice...>.<

my short break in Ipoh finally end
and i nid heading bac to my uni alone for quiz

there were half of the amount passengers in the bus,,
im chose to sit at the bac to concentrate study..

applied stat..u really killing me~~
struggle hard to study this subject cos im weak in add maths T,T
pls dun fail me~~~~
pray hard-ing

p/s: Trust is an expensive thing, Dont expect it from CHEAP people~~~

penang trip

2011-11-27T00:26:00.006+08:00

little bit time to update my bloggie..
went to Penang wit my friend las week b4 i went bac to my hometown..

online in my friend car when we were on the way to Queensbay...

Vincci, Forever 21, Topshop ,Manggo, ALDO etc..
finally i hav the time went to all this shop-lot..
shopping mood coming yay..

trying some cloths in Forever 21..

jus able to buy few cloths due to limitation of time..
i nid rush bac to ipoh at nite wit my bro..

having my dinner in Raja Uda..
first time ever
i nid to wait almost an hour for a bowl of tom yam mee..
its a famous tom yam mee stall in Raja Uda
lucky it was jus after rain and not much ppl when i went there
my friend told me ppl usually nit to wait more than 1 hour
and the shop was open until late night
from 6pm to 2am
almost 2 hour sitting there n having my dinner
i found out lot of youngster lik to visit the shop instead of elderly ppl..

here we go..
my delicious tom yam mee
its cost me bout rm 7
every bowl of mee was diff in price
depending wat "yong tau fu', meat or seafood u take .....
right after dinner..
went to Auto city for a walk while waiting my bro came...

Auto-city bazaar at nite..
lots of female cloths and shoes selling here...^^
thx to my friend for spending her time bring me here and there..

p/s: When you have something you really love but it causes you pain, God is just testing you to see if you are strong enough to hold it.

wan ru

2011-11-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

This post going to be all bout Baby Wan ru..
im having freaking bad mood now
i think it would make me feel happy
seeing baby wan ru photo..

missing those day...
she really made my day...^^

she jus so talented..in Pretending..LOL

naughty little girl....

feel curious wit the coconut ..
hmm..i think she was wondering is it a ball or coconut..??? xp

bring her shopping in Tesco
day before i left ..

emo-ing cos i dun let her drink Yakult ..
and she refuse to chew the bread my mum gave her...

spot the bread..!!
is stil inside her mouth..!

keep playing the bread until my mum gave her pacifier..

finally happy face all the way bac home..=.=

FYI : Fake people are the worst people. They always appear to be happy, when inside they're so jealous & hurting over someone else's life...
SCREW YOU !!!!!

2011-11-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

Night b4 i went back to uni
went to hav some drink wit friend..
feel eager for having some alcohol b4 went bac uni aka jungle

spot a new place to hang out..
is Jiu Bar (Cantonese pronounce it as BEER BAR)
in Ipoh Garden East

picture from Jiu Bar page...
their concept is based of the architectural designs of Chinese style & textures..
i think this Bar would be the first Chinese based, Oriental styled Bar & Lounge in Ipoh. >.<

like the private section cover wit curtain so much
indeed is an ideal place for having friends gathering ..
going to be one of my birthday gathering wishlist place...>.<

here is my cocktail..
pineapple malibu..

and long island..

my friend din drink so much on tat nite
and mostly both cocktail were finish by me..haha
thx for accompany me ya...

p/s :
Life has many different chapters for us. One bad chapter doesn't mean it's the end of the book.

friends

2011-11-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

great day wit my F6 gang..
from Black Canyon to Sushi King
chit chat and gossiping..

fist stop..
hot choc in black canyon
there was some incident happen when we having gathering
one of the waiter trying to serve my friend a piece of cake for free..lol

next , Sushi King
their service in JJ outlet not very good compare in parade..
i nid to wait for 40 min for the set lunch that i had ordered..

while waiting for my set lunch..
my friends had already finish few plates of sushi..

bored of waiting..
end up playing wit the chopstick..

pretty girlss.....

zhi tong, sia wei and sheat leng..
not to forget the "couple" aka best frenz who din appear in pic
hon loon and sook yeum....xp

Hon loon, Sook yeum, Zhi tong n Sia wei study same uni wit me..
5 of us taking different course in uni..
Account, Finance & banking, Marketing, Economic and Business Admin..
is really hard to meet up in uni cos we having diff class in diff place...
for Sheat leng, she nid go far away to UMT study political management...

hoping for next gathering during CNY..
keep in touch always...:)

p/s: Don't cry over the past, it's gone. Don't stress about the future, it hasn't arrived. Live in the present and make it beautiful

2011-11-09T01:04:00.009+08:00

busy outing n having gathering wit friends for the past few days..
ok..mayb i having some "LUCK"
i meet mr n mrs pk
but is ok..
seeing them
it make me thought of
we are different ppl
from different level
different thought
different status
n having different taste
we wil never be same..
let it be
im happy wit my life now...
first time ever..
i can feel the excitement after free from being tie for so long..

happy gathering wit friends..
thx to Grace n 1jia..
u giv me a lot Hong Kong Drame quote ah..lol
男人信得过，猪乸都会上树
唔整污糟你的嘴。。
its funny chatting with friend
we were non stop gossiping n laughing around...

P/s :
我呢一生人最失敗，就係鐘意咗個海。佢令我唔可以腳踏實地。
呢句正啊！！！！！

2011-11-06T18:00:00.004+08:00

back to my hometown ...
feel different compare to last time ..
i dun have the nervous or eager to come bac
jus feel lik mayb i can go other place travel or hav some fresh air for few day
then onli bac to my hometown

went out to Starbuck wit my friend right after settle all my stuff..

Apple drink Mocha.....wink*

usually order hot choc or green tea frap
but this time i try mocha...
Opps, i doesn't really lik to consume caffeine
cos it wil cause "side" effect to me..
i miss Coffee bean hot choc drink..>.<

hmm, its weekdays
n few ppl walking around shopping center...

spending my day wit the kids

playing umbrella outside my house
help them take photo
and yan yee keep nagging me upload the pic on fb to let her mum see..

here she is..
little wan ru who running around n hard to capture..

and wan ru pretty sister's Yan yee...

its happy playing wit them..
running here n there..
but its also torture taking care both of them...LOL
going bac to uni few more day..
i stil haven't finish my assignment n do my revision..
im going "die straight straight" soon...

p/s:
When you pushed me away, you pushed me right into the arms of someone else who will actually love me for me

2011-11-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

You not going to ruined my life again
bcos i wont allow anyone to do so..

P/s: Break ups aren’t always meant for make ups. Sometimes relationships are ended for you to wake up.

To someone : In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have & the decisions we waited too long to make.
Dun miss the chance, get ur courage and jus say that 3 powerful lovely words....

2011-11-01T00:45:00.002+08:00

im having Pistanthrophobia - the fear of trusting people.
Every time I trust someone new, they end up reminding me why I shouldn't trust anyone at all

2011-10-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

midterm making me crazy..
assignment make me feel wanna kill ppl
its boring facing four wall in my room...
i nid some excitement....arghh..
sudden have the urge went to my friend room take .............

BEER.....

the size is kinda diff cos my friend brought it from duty free shop..
its contain 500 ml compare to normal one 325 ml.....>.<
listening club hitz while enjoying my drinks...
partay...partay..lets partay.....yay!!!

ex roomie get bit drunk after drink half can of Heineken n went bac room sleep...
and i was stil conscious busy doing my assignment ...=.=

i nid more.........alcohol~~~~

having my last paper b4 my mid sem break start..
four more paper to go after bac from my mid sem break
therefore my holiday going to bcum my study week..sob..

waiting bus coming ...

the driver ask us wait at the bus stop
cos he nid wait other ppl finish their seminar talk then only send us bac to hostel...

waiting = camwhore-ing....

outfit today: plaid boyfriend shirt wit my plaid padini bag...>.<

tired face due to not enough sleep for few weeks..
keep consuming Livita during class n exam...
going to bcum vampire soon...

Samanda's shoe n my shoe...lol
we both were jus too bored for waiting.....

p/s :
Being single isn't a bad thing....
when u have your friends that make you feel you're in a relationship...cheers...

2011-10-16T01:23:00.003+08:00

busy revise my human resource note til brain stuck...
spend some time to write a short post
receive ur msg las few day
u were far away from me
and u seem bit much sensitive
mayb u din notice
i had change a lot
i dun nid anyone to live with
without anyone im stil me
i had learn a lot because of u....

p/s: I came to win,to fight,to conquer,to thrive,to survive,to prosper,to rise..
I am not a girl that can everyone be defined.

2011-10-08T17:17:00.004+08:00

最近一直很好心情不知道什麽原因
我现在这一种心情我想要唱给你听
HA~~~
看著窗外的小星星心里想著我的秘密
算不算爱我不太确定我只知道我在想你

[Chorus]
我们之间的距离好像忽远又忽近
你明明不在我身边我却觉得很亲
HA~~有一种感觉我想说明
我心里的祕密是你给的甜蜜
我们之间的距离好像一点点靠近
是不是你对我也有一种特殊感情
我犹豫要不要告诉你
我心里的秘密是我好像喜欢了你

夜里陪著我的声音就算沙了也动听
这一种累了的声音是最温柔的证明
你是我你是我
我一直偷偷想著你
你是我心里的秘密

Repeat Chorus

这模糊的关係是莫明的美丽

我们之间的距离好像忽远又忽近
你明明不在我身边我却觉得很亲
HA~~这一刻我真的想说明
我心里的祕密是你给的甜蜜

我们之间的距离每天一点点靠近     
这是种别人无法理解的特殊感情
HA~~我要让全世界都清晰
我心里的秘密是我会一直深爱著你
深爱著你

p/s: Gerald Ko~~~
kinda like his sound..talented artist ..n nice song :)

我是水瓶座？？？

2011-10-07T13:14:00.006+08:00

曾几何时，中学时期还蛮喜欢和朋友研究有关星座的性格。。
后来，不知何时就再也没有去相信了。。
突然对自己的星座感兴趣
所以就跑去上网看
原来
我有蛮多水瓶的特征。。。。

水瓶伤心时会找自己最要好的朋友倾诉，水瓶座本身就是一个对家人比较冷淡的人，所以在伤心的时候是决不会找家人，但是和朋友之间平常都是非常的不错，也喜欢帮朋友的忙，在自己难过的时候一定会想到自己最要好的朋友。❤

其实，水瓶累了，却习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有水瓶不知道自己到底想怎么样。有时候水瓶可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的，可是却没有人知道，那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装；水瓶可以让自己很快乐很快乐，可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。❤

水瓶最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何去表现。❤

水瓶座很喜欢逞强，总是为了别人把自己弄得遍体鳞伤也不会后悔。
水瓶座是个十足的大傻瓜，真的很傻，安慰、保护别人的更多，得到回报的却很少。
水瓶座即使受了伤，也不会告诉任何人。❤

水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回，感情投入的越多伤的越重。水瓶最擅长难为自己，不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，其实受伤的只是自己，而且从不知道如何表现出来。❤

水瓶女总是会自我加压，个性负责的她太在意对方的感受了，一旦进入一段恋情，她会把自己藏起来，去配合对方，演出对方所需要的形象，但是实际上瓶子是很有想法、很有个性的一个星座，因此这种不能做自己的过程，瓶子女一点也不快乐，只有没有感情牵绊的单身水瓶女才可以找回自我，活得真本性乐得逍遥。❤

水瓶座尤其重视承诺。如果你没有能力做得到，就请你不要说。❤

2011-10-01T00:20:00.006+08:00

emoing...
thing goes up and down..
and having lot pressure
decide to run away everything and wan to hav some fresh air to breath
never think of consequence
i straight take my lappy and few cloths
went up to public bus and go to my next destination..
i knew
i had a hard time expressing my emotion
or letting ppl in on what is bothering me
because
i tend to settle all the thing by myself
if im able to do it
i wil do it all by myself..
always asking for help or rely on ppl
wil jus make me more weak..

p/s: Single is not a status. It's a word that describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others.

2011-09-20T21:08:00.001+08:00

TALKING bout what im doing during sem break..
i went to Kl shopping wit my buddies ..
too bad for Issac ,he cant join us due to some reason..
and he jus missed the chance grap those cloths in Topman and Topshop..lol

waiting my friend trying her dinner dress in Forever 21..

first time ever i din buy anything in Forever 21..mayb not in good mood i think.
then went to Cotton On ...
and im having the same situation too...
while waiting my friend searching their lovely dress and shirt..
i sneak to Estee Lauder counter to get my free make up and sample..

having my make up half way by the consultant..
i finally had an eye brown cos my eye brown originally was very loose and less.
its really obvious after putting on make up..haha

went to Midvalley after Sungai wang...
found out there is a Snowflake outlet ..
this was my first visit and its was strongly recommended by my bro and friends in KL ..

I think Ipoh stil dun have this kind of Taiwanese dessert shop yet..
their service were bit special..
Once you have placed your order, the waiting staff will give you a cute device – beeping UFO.
It will beeps and vibrates to let you know that your desserts are ready!
Once it beep u can jus head to the counter and collect ur mouth watering dessert..

first time ordering and i randomly pick two from the menu list ...

u can see there is white and yelow taro balls above grass jelly and blended ice..
its taste sweet and chewy..like it very much ..
will definitely visit again when i drop by KL..

after shopping til i drop 99 in KL..
one week before the Mooncake festival arrive..
i noe its sound kinda earlier
i spent some time wit the child in my house
playing lantern and candle before i going bac to uni for my new semester..

here is little yan yee playing wit the candle
this is the second time
i accompany her playing the lantern and candle..

from a little child who scare of fire..
til now she able to hold the candle and smile in front of me..

and not to forget her big lantern...^^

teaching her how to light up the candle...
and she was so excited want to finish up light up all the candles..

while waiting the candle burn out..
i was sitting and watching her playing the lantern...
and i recall bac...
all the sadness and frustration..
and my stupidity
i figure out tat
although im sad for wat im having for the pass..
but
im not feeling pain anymore
i can live happily..
its all depend on me
whether i chose to waste my time looking backward
or
looking forward for my new live..
i stil hav lotsa thing tat i should appreciate..

P/s: Don't let the sadness from the past or the fear of the future rob you of the happiness of the present.

2011-09-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

早知道　你只是飛鳥
擁抱後　手中只剩下　羽毛
當初你又何必浪費
那麼多咖啡和玫瑰　來打擾

我想要　安靜的思考
天平上　讓愛恨不再　動搖
一想你就平衡不了
我關燈還是關不掉　這風暴

心一跳　愛就開始煎熬
每一分　每一秒
火在燒　燒成灰有多好
叫思念　不要吵
我相信我已經快要　快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞　再和好

得不到　也不要乞討
怎麼做　不需要別人　轉告
在陷得太深的海底
我也只剩下我自己　能依靠

我相信我已經快要　是真的我快要
快要可以微笑
去面對　下一個　擁抱

p/s:
感谢他，介绍这首歌。。
也许是感同身受吧。。
感觉这首歌表达了我的感受/心声。。
原来没有你，我还是一样活着。。
没有你，我依然能笑得很开心。。
谢谢你陪伴了我3年。。
那种无比的心痛和心寒
对我来说已经够了
是时候放开
别再联络
别再纠缠了
我想要开心的生活
没有你的存在
我会勇敢地活得比谁都好。。

2011-08-19T22:53:00.007+08:00

forget the pass and look forward my future..
i should move on wit my life..
stop posting all the sadness
and im going to talk bout my redang trip..woohoo

10 of us coming bac from diff place for our sem break..
n again we were able to made it for our annual gathering trip ...
tis time we going to Pulau Redang...

i was excited wit the trip cos im not really good in swimming and my friend told me we going to hav 3 snorkeling activity..oh gosh..its really scare me..

once we reach the resort..
we going for our 1st snorkeling after lunch time...

everyone were prepare to face the sea..>.<

on the way to the boat..
i was attracted by tis two foreign guy..
not bcos they are foreigner is bcos they were so muscular...cool man..
i can feel my summer beach holiday is going to be fun ..very fun..hohoho

self capture b4 going to face the deep blue sea...

someone catching sea cucumber to the boat ..and its really look disgusting although its taste good i mean after we cook it...

enjoy the sunlight and the blue sea....love the beach very much..
although it take hours to reach tis place..but its really worth it..

pica wit my besties holly ^^

we were enjoy-ing very much...

wake up early morning jus wan to see the beautiful scene of redang...

lovely morning wit the lovely friends...

then we walk around the beach during evening ....taking some photo and enjoy the sun set

me wit shenny..^^

ok....its my drunk face..we were drinking at nite..
n chit chating in the resort bar...

being wit friend its really great..
and i know im not lonely ...
they always be there for me..
and care for me..
thx everyone who taking care of me for the past few week..
im going to be ok..i wil..

2011-08-14T23:16:00.005+08:00

失恋了，一定要自責。

　　如果顾客根本沒走进你的店，那可以不怪你；如果顾客进了你的店，但沒有买東西，那勉強可以不怪你；但顾客买了你的東西，却拿來当面退还給你，或者悄悄的丢弃了
，那还能不怪你吗？

嗯.....可是啊......
　　

失恋了，请不要自責。

　　不是你的手艺不好，是对方吃完了。顾客把菜吃完了才走，大厨是应该高兴的，是沒有理由自責的。

但......

　　還是應該自責。

顾客虽然把菜吃完了才走，但再也不上门来了，如此，大厨怎能不自責？！

嗯.....可是啊......
　　

　　还是不应该自責。

你怎么知道他再也不上门？也许他后来再找上门，你自己却早已跳槽到別家餐厅了呢？

p/s:

脱下了你送给我的戒指，
虽然有点不自然，
手指还留有戒指的痕迹，
可是感觉轻松多了。。。
再没有约束。。
从新出发
我要的人生

2011-08-12T23:55:00.004+08:00

不会再有人把我当做天使

要离开前，
我把尖上的羽毛翅膀除了下来，
叠好，放进抽屉。

我对房间的主人说：
走出你的房间后，外面就不会再有人把我当做天使了。
在别人眼里，我就是个最普通的，在地上行走的人，连我自己也不会再记得，我曾经是会飞的。

说完我走出去，
忘记那房间，那个人。

p/s:

its had been a month i haven write in my own blog..
every time i feel lik blogging
but in the end...
i delete my post
i dun feel lik posting it out
jus write it out delete it then forget it
i knew im too kind to ppl
but that is me
chose to hurt myself rather than regret tat din do anything...

bad thing and good thing happen within a month
wat i can do is jus accept, forgive and forget..
never regret wit wat i decided..

THE EDGE of GLORY

2011-06-30T23:27:00.007+08:00

the edge of glory by Lady Gaga

There ain't no reason you and me should be alone
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
And I got a reason that you're who should take me home tonight (Tonight)
I need a man that thinks it's right when it's so wrong
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
Right on the limits where we know we both belong tonight

It's hard to feel the rush, to brush the dangerous
I'm gonna run right to, to the edge with you
Where we can both fall far in love

I'm on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment of truth
Out on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge,
I'm on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge with you.

Another shot before we kiss the other side
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
I'm on the edge of something final we call life tonight
(Alright! Alright!)
Put on your shades, 'cause I'll be dancing in the flames
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
It isn't hell if everybody knows my name tonight
(Alright! Alright!)

It's hard to feel the rush, to brush the dangerous
I'm gonna run right to, to the edge with you
Where we can both fall far in love

I'm on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment of truth
Out on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge,
I'm on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge with you.

I'm on the edge with you
I'm on the edge with you
(You, you, you...)

I'm on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment of truth
I'm on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge,
I'm on the edge of glory, and I'm hanging on a moment with you
I'm on the edge with you (with you, with you, with you, with you, with you)

P/S:
when saw this video..
it actually showing us the story of this song....
for those couples who were opposite in their attitude and characteristics..
being in love wit a man who doesn't closely match..
it nid a lot courage..
He may not be the best for her, but she's already on the edge.
Of falling in love with him, of glory...

my sem break activity..

2011-06-29T00:00:00.005+08:00

having my reading mood on..
bought a Chinese book when i walking around in the book store.

蔡康永的说话知道。。。

i bring it to my office and read when i was free..
and i manage to finish it within one week..haha
he indeed a very good speaker..
i never watch his show before
and i jus knew his profile through all those entertainment news
agree wit what he say in his book..
and
he teach us how to communicate wit ppl well..
im even search for his blog ..lol
cos i lik the way he present his thought....

one of his topic

传达感情，不知要会说。。。

“永远爱你” 很抽象，因为「永远」是什么，大家都没见过。
「爱你到海枯石烂」比较具体，但「海枯石烂」大家也没见过，听了还是没什么感觉。
「白头偕老」就具体多了，上了年纪的伴侣、牵着手过街，很温暖的感觉。

说话，无非是表达自己、打动别人。为什么口才流利的人，有时候一点都不讨人喜欢？

可能是因为他们讲话很空洞，只在乎自己说得爽，从来不在乎听的人是什么感受。
听的人，如果对你失去信心，你的山盟海誓、夸夸其谈，都只是空洞的声音而已。
想要「言言有物」的人，最好能想想那个「物」是什么？
才会抓得准自己该说多少话，在什么时候说，说完了以后要做什么。说得多，或者一直说，都比不上说得准，做得到。

人跟人沟通常有障碍，有时候对方就是跟你不同世界，怎样说都说不通，那也就只能尽力而为，人生本来就是这样子，尝试得越多，才越可能完成。

如果地球上只剩你—个人，那你就用不着语言了，你爱怎么学狗叫学猪叫都没差了。
本来就是为了让你能和别人连接，语言才存在的。
可惜这么多人只顾自己使用语言，却不在乎别人了。
我觉得语言最美的时候，就是我们透过语言，感受到彼此相互需要的时候。靠语言确认了彼此的存在，此时语言最美。

this is the last topic in his book..
and i think its really meaningful..
i do hope Mr J wil read this...
at least he wil know
Relationship cant maintain through empty promises or talk..
its does nid real action from both partner.....
and
Realistic thought is needed but sometime romance do increase ones relationship to another level...

p/s: if u wan to noe more bout his article u can surf for his blog below..
http://blog.sina.com.cn/caikangyong

2011-06-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

having some prob recently..
stress and emo keep hunting me...
dun be surprise
if u saw me alone walking in shopping center
i jus want to be alone and have some space to clear my mind..
tis few day im always loitering in Starbucks..
or window shopping..
especially when im moody..
i went to all those boutique
try cloths tat i saw
and
keep trying those cloths til i satisfy.....
to realize my unsatisfied.....>.<
i jus wonder ..
am i CARZY????.lol

keep on try and try...

try and try..

and try...

p/s: The happiness of your life depends on the qquality of your thoughts...

你的20岁身边是谁...........

2011-06-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

２０岁，是一个男生什么都没有的时候，给不了女生任何。但２０岁，是一个女生青春最灿烂的时候，她却选择跟了你。

２０岁，一个男生最低潮的时候，现实说，没有房，没有车，没有事业，没有钱……内涵点说，没有责任心，不够成熟，没学会包容……有的最多也只是一张帅气点儿年轻的脸．但他们却容易凭借着自己的年轻去贪心，花心，伤害……做一些冲动的事，自认为很勇敢的却从不去想结果的事．

２０岁，一个女生最青春的时候，而且是青春很干净又最灿烂的时候，她拥有着最真诚的心，很单纯的只想好好对一个人．

男人随着年龄的增长会越来越有魅力，而女人随着年龄的增长，会越来越暗淡．她的暗淡不是因为内在，阅历只会让人成熟而更有魅力。是她的容颜．青春是永远败给时间的．不论曾经有多少人爱慕你年轻时的容颜，随着时间，这些人早已烟消云散，不再陪在你的身边，过客……而女人却容易傻的为一个无情的男人耗尽她的一生．

而一生有多长？长的都可怕。

不必虚伪，任何一个男人都只喜欢年轻的女子，喜欢她们的青春……而青春可以保留多久？

没错，这个社会是肮脏的，所以让生活在里面的男人和女人慢慢的沦陷，沉迷……变成自私不负责任的男人，虚荣现实的女人．而原来的真诚已经被磨的早已不见踪影．直到在和别人谈真诚时，别人会说：”真诚？真诚值几个钱？而谁又没真诚过啊？”

所以，２０岁，这个让人心动的年龄，女生和一个２０岁的男生在一起为的是什么？

你什么都没有，她选择跟了你，只是因为她诚实的面对自己那颗真诚的心－喜欢着你，想和你一起，对你好．不想想任何，那样纯粹

所以，男孩请珍惜20岁时陪在你身边的女孩。因为，她是用自己人生最美好的时光去爱你的。二十岁的爱是最纯洁的爱，这种毫不计较为对方付出的爱，是没有精力再来第二次的……

就像那一组对话：

他説：“伱会找到一個比我更好的人。”

她微笑着説：“但我不会再对人这麽好了。”

P/S: 你经常都和我说“你会找到一個比我更好的人，不用担心我因为你的离开而伤心”

真的想你明白要是你真的离开我不会再费尽心思对人这么好了。。

new blog template

2011-06-06T01:01:00.003+08:00

finally
i spend my whole day in front of my lappy
creating html code for my blog layout
all the coding is making my head burst..
luckily
i manage to design it at last
jus a simple background
grey n white
but i think the words bit too much
wil continue edit soon..
going to design my own header..^^

BEFORE

AFTER

2011-05-24T01:33:00.005+08:00

人只要生活在这个世界上，就会有很多烦恼。
但是，痛苦和快乐取决于你的内心。
再重的担子，笑着也是挑，哭着也是挑。
再不顺的生活，微笑着撑过去了。
多笑一笑，人生会更美好。
让自己微笑如花，只有具备了淡然如花的人生态度，任何困难和不幸才能被锤炼成通向平安幸福的阶梯。

2011-05-20T22:13:00.001+08:00

I can SMELL tat its coming...
I got tat FEEL its coming very soon...
Yeah..
Im going to temporary free from exam
free for study for few months...
Imagine wat im going to do in this few month..
Im extremely damn happy...
wakakaka..
Although i stil have one more paper to go..
but stil
^ Im so happy ^
gonna plan my schedule
full wit activity
travel,yoga, shopping, gathering and trying do learn something *special*..
its jus keep appear in my mind..
I cant wait for the holiday..
and
one more thing..
most IMPORTANT
i nid find some part time job too...
so tat i could affort buy those pretty thing...
and go travel wherever i can...
YEAH !!!
Happy Holiday to all my Friend...

Song for the week..^^

2011-05-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

Clinton Sparks – Sucks To Be You Lyrics ft.LMFAO & JoJo

i see your tweets
on how im so sweet
how you miss taking trips to bar
getting freaky by the tikki on the beach
uh, but you should know
that you should of never done me wrong
now im in the club singing david guetta girl your love is gone

you gotta be out of your damn mind (damn mind)
you break my heart and now you wanna cry ? (wanna cry ? )
i really wasn’t worth that other dude
you slip and slide and say bye bye you fool, im gone
calling up my phone
showing up at the club
when i tell you to stop
you just keep showing up
cause youre feeling regret
now that we are through
through , through th th th th through
since the day you left
everythings been cool
thought that you were fresh
but the jokes on you
and now what we had
saw that you clang too (clang too)

i bet it sucks to be you, you , you (x2)
yeah it sucks to be you ,you ,you
it must suck to be you, you ,you
when you say me
you must of been out of your damn mind (damn mind)
you break my heart and now you wanna cry ? (wanna cry ? )
mad at yourself because of me you fail (me you fail)
cause even me, girl you were epic fail
you lose

jojo:

stop calling me drunk
when youre stumbling home
boy you shit outta luck
you gonna be sleeping alone
oh an stop telling lies
as if im stopping you
you know you be crying to my bestfriends and my mama too
you’re really creeping me out
and will you leave it alone
dont be suprised if i just go ahead and cut off the phone
and you’re so stuck in the past
you just need to let it go , go , go

man i aint tipping on you im just gonna go out and
we gonna hit the club because tonight we gonna
so if you happen to run into me out at the
don’t bother talking cause you and me aint gonna have a

bitch im gone (x3)

P/S: to "dear" Michalle Lee..
its really sucks to be you..get lost and u deserve the retribution for what u have done...
don't blame people..
BLAME yourself..
Im not kind to you.....
Dun get near me...Bitch

2011-05-06T19:57:00.003+08:00

今天，有个朋友问我，你能接受你的爱人出轨吗？

我说：“他要出轨，就让他出吧，能抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。”

情到浓时情转薄。

她不能接受，无论是精神的偏离还是肉体的出轨对她而言都是无法原谅的错误，相爱，不是为了背叛。

责任和自由并不冲突。

一辈子和你在一起，和你说笑，和你逛街，和你调情，和你做爱，和你生活，你已经不是你，他也已经不是他，是你们，是两口子，是融在一起的两个人。可是你叫他如何分得清你到底是美还是丑，是好还是坏，他所能得到的唯一的答案就是麻木。

他还爱你吗？他也不知道，因为没有对比，没把风景看透，就很难有细水长流。不是不爱，也不是爱，只是过日子罢了。开到荼蘼花事了，尘烟过，知多少？

乏味和寂寞一样可怕，单调乏味的生活只是寂寞背后的寂寞。有一天，一个让他眼前一亮的人出现，他恍如从睡梦中醒来，也许他曾经错过了太多。

红玫瑰和白玫瑰。娶了红玫瑰，久而久之，红的就变成了墙上的蚊子血，白的还是“床前明月光”，娶了白玫瑰，白的便是衣服上沾的一粒饭粘子，红的却是心口上的一颗朱砂痣

人都是犯贱的，尤其是男人。

他想出轨，你想挽留，有什么用呢？责任重如泰山，让他窒息，情人却娇艳妩媚，让他欲罢不能。

如果都是死，他也愿意死在香艳的温柔乡，在责任中窒息，未免太过苍凉。

他要出轨，就让他出吧，如果他真的爱你，他还会回来。

秋色无南北，人心自浅深。

情人的不好会让他想起你的好，有些回忆需要刺激才会想起，有些美丽需要对比才会绚丽。

不要去看那个伤口，它有一天会结疤的，疤痕不褪，可它不会再痛。

这就是爱的代价。

P/S:

感谢第三者她让你认清一个不忠心的伴侣
他要出轨，就让他出吧，能抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。。。。
能抢走的…强求也没有意义…
他要出轨，就让他出吧，如果他真的爱你，他还会回来~
不要去看那个伤口，它有一天会结疤的，疤痕不褪，可它不会再痛。

这几句话总是在我脑里徘徊
超有感觉。。。
要警惕自己
不要再执着了

2011-05-06T18:15:00.001+08:00

【身边朋友对你的印象】很准喔!!~

1. 你有吃早餐的习惯？
有~~2
没有~~3

2. 你养过宠物？
有~~7
没有~~3

3. 你有工作经验？
有~~7
没有~~4

4. 你有好的运动细胞？
有~~8
没有~~5

5. 你现在正在减肥？
是~~9
不是~~6

6. 你认为看电影一定要吃零食？
是~~9
不是~~10

7. 你觉得地球上出现过外星人？
有~~8
没有~~11

8. 你曾有过很多恋情？
是~~12
不是~~9

9. 你很少看漫画书？
是~~13
不是~~10

10. 你到KTV就会唱个不停？
是~~13
不是~~14

11. 你喜欢吃三明治？
喜欢~~14
不喜欢~~12

12. 你会自创不同的菜式？
会~~15
不会~~13

13. 你很会画插画？
是~~A型
不是~~B型

14. 你喜欢格子图案？
喜欢~~C型
不喜欢~~D型

15. 你很想出国上学？
是~~E型
不是F型

16. 你曾参加过某明星的后援会？
有~~G型
没有~~H型

A型人~~
不管是熟人还是陌生人，你都会主动与对方交谈，你给人的

感觉很活泼也很大方且并不唐突，所以你并不惹人讨厌，你给人的第一个印象不错，你的思维过于活跃，所以身边总是很多朋友，但知心的并没有几个，你太贪玩，表面看似和谁都能相约吃饭，逛街，做一些亲密的事，这样会让你真正的好朋友怀疑到底与你之间的友谊是哪种，对方可能不能确定与你要好的程度，而如果对方又是不喜欢表达的人，这种情绪会越积越多，到最后不可负荷时，爆发出来，可能受伤的反而是你。所以注意一下自己的表现，你应该对不管是友情还是其他感情，都有鲜明的态度，这样才不会有不必要的误会和遗憾。

B型人~~
有你在的地方一定有欢笑，你善良，调皮，任性，霸道与贴心。你看起来活泼好动，但实际内心深处，你有些自卑而自负，你希望自己能把事情做到最好，你很在乎别人对你的评价，你的性格像小孩，单纯直接，情绪化，喜怒哀乐写在脸上，你没有心机，但也缺少些自我保护的能力，你表面看来很容易相处，但想要走进你的内心世界其实并不容易，你需要人家的鼓励，包容，宠爱和肯定，其实你也常常自我反省，你希望自己能做到起码80%的完美，但你似乎没那个毅力，所以你的情绪变化无常，一定是被这些因素困扰的。

C型人~~
你是择善固执的坚持派，有人与你聊天，你可以天马星空的聊，但你不会主动找对方聊天。你很有原则也很被动，你总是习惯呆在自己的世界里，你在朋友的眼里是比较难深交的人，大家感觉你和人交往，总是点到为止，你心里的那片天地不对外开放，也很保护自己的私隐。

D型人~~
你是积极努力认真派，你对自己要求很高，但一旦遇到和你脾气相似的人，你们就很有惺惺相惜的感觉，因而相谈甚欢。你虽然表面看起来有些严肃，但是其实你单纯善良，你的想法总是积极的，你有很强的自我调节能力，所以即使你遇到苦难，也能很好的处理，你在朋友是最乖的朋友，因为当你真心喜欢一个人的时候，你的贴心和用心会不自然的流露出来，你个朋友的关系看似平淡，但其实双方心里的挂念，彼此都知道。

E型人~~
你开朗没心机，你对朋友很大方，也很周到你很舍得在朋友身上花钱，你看起来漫不经心，实际上你做事很有条理。一旦你要做，就会做得很快，可是往往你懒于去做，你很喜欢说话，你喜欢与别人交流意见，尤其是自己了解的事，你比较好强，可是那种好强并没给他人带来困扰。

F型人~~
你的废话不多，你喜欢观察，不管是人还是事物，你的心思慎密，眼光独到，你总能看出别人看不出的细节，你做事很有计划，这让朋友和你相处起来十分安心，因为你不仅把自己处理得很稳妥，空闲时，还能帮朋友做一些小事，你能掌握别人的想法，你的观点总是比较有建材，也很特别，你很理智和现实，你不喜欢天马行空的乱想，你觉得那样没意义。

G型人~~
你不喜欢想得太远，只要眼下快乐就好，你没什么想像力，你每天关心的是今天要做什么，怎么做。你的生活很简单，正常吃，喝，睡，闷了找人聊点无关要紧的事情，把事情打发走
。你对生活中的快乐与烦恼看得很开，你是个很容易满足的人。

H型人~~
你是和善亲切自然派，你生性豪爽，在你心里没什么过不去的事！你不自卑，不自负也不自私，人生对你而言跟玩似的，困难和不安到你那里，很快就消失，朋友与你一起很舒服，看起来对什么都不在乎的你，会把这种无所谓带给朋友，让对方也能很快走出低痱的情绪.

p/s: 读书读到累了，就来一题心理测验放松一下吧。。。。。

2011-05-03T12:26:00.004+08:00

你其实是一个敏感且富于同理心的「人妻」型女性。无论外表给人的感觉如何，你其实很体贴、很温和，即便天性直率，也相当厚道。你像是一瓶后劲十足的好酒，刚开始不觉得有甚么特别，可是会越陈越香，适合有耐心且懂得品味的人来欣赏。你唯一难搞的地方是固执，自己坚信的事情，你很难让步，很多人以为你好相处，其实你有不肯妥协的地方。正义感十足且拥有包容力的你，在人生的道路上，当心变成他人私心下的牺牲品。尽管懂得进退与给对方空间，但是别忘了保护自己。

无可否认，我的确是一个很执着，固执的人。。就是因为这执着我到现在还是放不下。。。
就算用多少理由去劝自己忘记，我还是不肯妥协。。。。
也许时间可以淡忘一切。。

P/S: 女人应该努力平衡事业，爱情和亲情，如果把重心全部放在爱情上，会很累。要学会好好爱自己，不要太过期待有人来爱你。。。

2011-05-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

一个人一生可以爱上很多人的，等你获得真正属于你的幸福之后，你就会明白，以前的伤痛其实是一种财富，它让你学会，更好地去把握和珍惜你爱的人。

2011-04-30T23:21:00.007+08:00

如果开心和悲伤时，首先想到的都是同一个人，那就最完美的；如果开心和悲伤时，首先想到的不是同一个人，你应该选择想和他共度悲伤的那个，人生本来是苦多於乐。开心有太多人可以和你分享，不一定是情人，悲伤却不是很多人可和你分担。你愿意把悲伤告诉他，他才是你最想亲近珍惜的人。

P/S : 女人最大的幸福莫过于能遇到这样一个花尽心思让你快乐的男人。^^

2011-04-29T12:05:00.003+08:00

Went to Parade last few days and claim my Clarins sample from cosmetic counter
like the beauty consultant so much cos she so friendly compare to Jusco one..^^
here is the sample i get
the beauty consultant explain the usage and steps very clearly ^^

after the sample..
went to Starbucks and bought frappuccino
it having promotion
all Frappuccino having half price promotion during weekdays from 5pm to 7 pm^^
i ordered one cup of mocha frappuccino and java chip frappuccino
its only cost me bout rm 16 for 2 cups ^^

Enjoy my happy day wit my favourite Java Chip

jus the way we are

2011-04-28T12:03:00.003+08:00

went to jusco
have some window shopping and sushi bonanza
and do my revision in coffee bean

trying some formal outfit
my sem break is coming soon
and i want to change all my uni outfit
should i say goodbye to my baju kurung..>.<

im looking for stylish blazer..
searching everywhere but stil cant find it anywhere in ipoh

tis year sushi bonanza
not much type of sushi were served
and the sushi taste were decrease
i remember
i was so happy having my sushi wit friends last year
its memorable cos i was working that time.
this year
something happened
saw someone i dun really want to
and she showing black face to me
so wat
she jus nothing
but wat i hate her the most
act pity in front of people
u so fake
u may tell lies in front of thousand ppl
but u cant lie to ur heart
im jus telling u the truth
YOU JUST SO HYPOCRITICAL......

P/S : i dun feel like blogging thing happen between u and me ....
so , u will disappear from my blog until i have the courage to write about us again..

2011-04-25T15:55:00.005+08:00

此刻的心情我只能说
这就是我以后要面对的未来
感觉有点受伤
毫不保留的
伤到了我的自尊
而你
只能爱莫能助
再一次
我逞强的告诉他我没事
对不起
已经听厌了
在难受的我也受过
这算是什么
有什么好伤心的
深呼吸
哭过就算
把所有不开心的忘掉
我一样可以笑脸迎人

以为一切能风平浪静的渡过
结果
还是一样

p/s: im feeling hurt now and having a cappuccino tat taste bitter..
wat a wonderful day for me huh.

2011-04-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

finally i hav my own time studying..
went to coffee bean
and start my revision..
a cup of hot double choc...

and tons of note....
try as hard as i can
to revise it all..
exam is just around the corner..
should concentrate for my exam

Good luck to all my friend who having exam now...
see u a during sem break..

back

2011-04-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

All the way from Sintok to Kedah
again 220 km
travel alone bac to my hometown
im not happy as the first time im coming bac
many thing had happened
good or bad
nothing difference to me anymore
felt like dun wan to come bac
dun wan to face all the fact
its hurt
its sad
its suffer
and
its annoying

when should i let go
the question keep appear in my mind
i dunno

study alone in the restaurant
alone in bus station waiting for bus
alone in bus going bac to ipoh
u may think its dangerous for a girl travel without a friends aside
but i dun care
for me
its a freedom
no nid care wat ppl think of me
and
i do wat i like

2011-04-19T23:48:00.017+08:00

listening to Secret garden OST
That Woman- 그여자 by Baek Ji Young
love this song very much..^^
keep on replay and replay
i wont feel bored wit it..

recently i keep busy wit my assignment and test
and finally i got the time to watch drama

SECRET GARDEN recommended by my babe Holly ^^
its really nice

The story start when Kim Joo Won (Hyun Bin) a smart ,rich and good looking guy accidentally mistake stunt woman Kil Ra Lim (Ha Ji Won) for Park Chae-Rin and takes stunt woman Ra-Lim to a hotel request by his cousin Oska, a popular singer and a womanizer...xp

During this time, Joo-Won starts to experience strong feelings for the feisty stunt woman, even though she isn't his type. Joo-Won tried getting Ra-Lim out of his mind for Ra-Lim does not own a high status life nor is even rich. Nevertheless, Joo-Won can't stop thinking about Ra-Lim.

Meanwhile, stunt woman Ra-Lim is a fan of Oska's music and wins a contest to go to Jeju Island with Oska himself. On Jeju Island, While they were mountain biking, Ra-Lim somehow gets separated from Joo-Won and Oska.Eventually, Joo-Won was able to save Ra-Lim but ended up stranded in a mysterious place called 'Secret Garden'. The owner of Secret Garden presented two bottles of alcohol to Joo-Wan and Ra-Lim. They manage to get their way back to the hotel before night and went their separate ways. At night, Joo-Won and Ra-Lim face sleeping difficulties and took this time to clear their minds while having sips of their gifted alcohol individually. And a twist of intrigue took place in when both Ra-Lim and Joo-Won switched souls after drink the gifted alcohol....

memorable kissing scene..i think is the most romantic one.
u know wat actually happened after u watch the drama...:)

main character of the drama Hyun Bin
Oppa, sarangheyo...^^
He currently joining military and will be discharged from the army on December 6, 2012 after serving 21 months..

my currant lappy wallpaper..
wakakakaka..
he so good looking ...^^

p/s: 我们之间的距离，已经比星星更遥远，大概再也无法触及你的心了吧。。
究竟还得哭多久，又得用多少眼泪，你才能够看见
你知道我的心吗？

2011-04-15T22:03:00.003+08:00

水瓶座像无脸怪，你很难从他脸上的表情看见他真正的情绪。

水瓶座的人看来率性，其实很别扭。

他们开心的时候会装酷；喜欢你的时候会装作不在乎。

当他们沈默的时候，你以为他有心事，但他可能只是懒得讲话在放空。

当他们人来疯的时候，你以为他很开朗，但他只是怕冷场自己会尴尬。

当他们说「随便啊，都OK啊！」其实固执的他们心里早有定见。

就连水瓶座的人自己都没发现，因为爱好和平丶不喜欢起冲突，所以老早就戴着面具在生活。

如果你问我，要怎麽知道水瓶座内心真正的想法？

其实很简单。

平常多话的他，开始会待在你身边，什麽也不说却很自在的时候。

平常静默的他，开始会对你说出他对其他人看法的时候。

平常好相处的他，开始会不厌其烦，告诉你他的地雷和歧见的时候。

平常朋友多多的他，开始一有空就来找你丶黏你丶没事就打电话约你的时候。

恭喜你，那就是水瓶座已经开始喜欢上你的时候。

水瓶女的直觉力较强，水瓶座就像无脸怪，看似高深莫测，。请多留一些时间，让他可以卸下面具，认真面对感情。

p/s: 大部分中到完哦。。。。有没有酱准哦。。@.@

2011-04-13T23:26:00.002+08:00

累了
想依靠在你身旁
突然很想听你的声音
鼓励和安慰我
不让我孤单地走下去
多期望我能忘掉一切
不要再往后看了。。。

2011-04-12T23:36:00.004+08:00

1、当对方说狠话气你时，千万不要当真。因为专家说过，生气时的人说出的话都是不可信的，那是人们最无情的一面。可以先冷静下来，认真地听对方把话说完。然后，无论是否怨你，这时，都要承认他说的你的不对。

2、无论吵架吵得多么凶，一定要时时刻刻记着：对方是自己最爱的人，千万不能说出“分手”二字。如果说出了，那就是在折磨对方，也是在跟自己过不去。因为有很多情侣因为气不过，刚把分手提出来就后悔了。

3、心情不管有多么不好，见到自己的爱人时。一定要面带微笑，不然，他（她）感觉到你心情不好时，一定会怀疑是不是他（她）自己哪点做错了。然后他们的好心情也会差下来。

4、和对方吵架后，无论自己刚才有多么凶，也要好好向对方道歉。如果对方不答应，就一直道歉到对方原谅你为止。其实，很多情侣吵完架后，都会焦急不安地等对方来跟自己道歉。既然这样，何不放下任性的架子，提前向他（她）说好话，早点和好呢？我有位兄弟说过，“对待自己的恋人，就不能要面子。”现在想来，我兄弟的这话说得真是一点没错。值得一提的是，有些情侣，吵完架后。为了自己的一点面子，一直不肯搭理对方，然后自己难受，让对方也难受着。甚至有些傻瓜们，就是因为这样和对方分手，简直就是愚蠢至极。

5、不要经常怀疑他（她）。有些人总是怀疑对方是否背叛了自己，这一点是可以理解的。但是，不要经常怀疑对方。不然那就真的是对他（她）的不信任。顺便也说明一下，如果你不想和对方吵架，那就别让他（她）吃醋。对方怀疑你是他（她）的不对，如果你让他（她）吃醋那就是你的不对了。所以，有了老婆（公）后，就少和异性朋友交往，不然，只要是个人就会吃醋的。（如果你以前和某位男生或者女生关系非常好，但是人家找到恋人时，就别和人家再来往了，不然，迟早有人会骂你“不要脸”的）

6、无论你脾气好坏，但是在恋人面前你就要好脾气。这一点虽然很多人都知道为什么，但是真的很难做到。我也是悟了好几天，才把脾气改过了的。但是仔细想想，为了自己的爱人，改改脾气又算得了什么？人家可是要和你过日子的哦。当然，我可不是光指男同胞的，如果女生的脾气坏的话，也是要改的。因为有一个坏脾气，迟早要吃亏的。一些傻瓜女生们，竟然因为自己脾气坏而感到高兴，她们认为这样就可以经常让自己的男朋友来哄自己了。但是，这可是笨蛋式的想法。试问天下，有几个专门喜欢哄女朋友的男生？他们哄你，让你，那是因为他们爱你，如果你要一直这样下去，你的男朋友很有可能会有外遇的。你要问为什么，那我就告诉你：因为人家脾气好，你脾气不好。你吃亏了……我劝大家还是改改脾气吧，不然到时候，后悔可就真来不及了

7、当双方吵架后，一方气走是常有的事情而留下的一方以为出走的一方不理自己了，是错误的。走的一方可能是出于气愤，也有的是暂时回避，不让对方生气。当时解释什么都没有用，一方回避也是缓解矛盾的很好的方法，实际走出去的一方冷静后会反思和担心、惦记对方的。如果走的那方回来跟你说好话了，你还是气汹汹的，那可就是你的不对了。因为对方不生气是不会走开的。

8、如果你经常认为你们性格不合，那你就错了。其实，没有性格合不合的两个人，只有心态好不好的两个人。记得我的中学老师说过，两个人吵架了，都有责任，不管怨谁，光因为两个人发了脾气，就说明两个人都错了。

……我相信看完这篇日志后，你已经知道平日里自己和恋人吵架是多么无聊了吧。别钻“牛角”了，回去好好跟对方倒杯茶，说说自己的不对。或者给他（她）发条短信，告诉对方自己是爱他（她）的。珍惜自己的爱情，幸幸福福地度过你们的生活。如果你还在和自己的恋人生气，那你就太笨了。哈哈……没什么大不了的，别忘了，他（她）可是你的老婆（公），是最爱你的人，只要你发自内心地去道歉，他会原谅你的。

恋爱中的朋友们，好好珍惜吧。当这个世界最爱你的人和你最爱的人是一个人的时候，告诉你，你是幸福的。

p/s: copy from a link in fb...sudden gt the FEEL wan to post out >.<

2011-04-11T23:47:00.006+08:00

recently i had been busy studying my first aid course
its one of my koko activity
and im going to have my first aid exam soon for becoming a first aid voluntary..
after study first aid for few month
i finally have the chance to practice CPR
i do enjoy learning CPR
saving ppl life in immediate situation
during the class
we having opportunities to do CPR with the manicure
but we cant blow the manicure
cos my lecture din bring the alcohol for kill bacteria
and most of them were muslim and not allow to having any contact wit alcohol...

jus a short post of me..
got to catch up my assignment and busy planing my next semester timetable..
study week is jus around the corner..
cant wait for the sushi king bonanza..

2011-04-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

不喜欢就不要选择，喜欢了你就得坚持。

寂寞不是脚搭两条船的理由，是本身的自治能力在作祟。

真正的幸福是一点一点的争取的，是一天一天的累积的。

不要去伤害喜欢你的人，也不要让你喜欢的人受伤害。

成熟不是看你的年龄有多大，而是看你的肩膀能挑起多重的责任。

喜欢一个人要用心，诚心相待，真心交流，恒星相守。

不要计较太多的得与失，感觉没有绝对的公平，也没有绝对的对错，要学会用一颗宽容的心包容对方的缺点与失误。

在一起是一种缘分，真的好珍贵，不要轻易让喜欢你人哭泣伤心，好好珍惜在一起的每一分钟，美好的回忆应该留给快乐和欢笑。

无论遇到什么事情，都不要轻易说你不喜欢我，不要轻易放弃我这段感情，下一站未必比我好。

相信喜欢你的人，不要总是怀疑我的诚意，亲密之余给彼此留一点自己的空间。

经常想念你，哪怕你的坏，设身处地的多为对方着想，永远也不想让你的面孔变得陌生。

其实每个人一开始都不懂爱情，与喜欢的人一起经历一些事情，甚至一起经历一些痛苦，才能变得成熟，才会懂得珍惜。

爱了就爱了，永远不要说后悔。只是一定要记住，让相爱的日子多一点欢乐，不要留下遗憾。

喜欢一个人是一件很幸福，又很辛苦的事。

我总是希望可以与我的喜欢的人能“执子之手，与子偕老”

所以我总是告诉自己：“选我所喜欢，喜欢我所选！！！既然我选择了，我也会用心的对待，我不想让我们彼此陌生，所以我用心去爱，创造自己的幸福…

不要怀疑，也不要不相信我，即然我选择了你，我一定可以做到，我等你…

在我心里，我一直都有这一种想法。。

可是你好像没有这么认为。。。

经过那么多事情发生。。

我开始质疑自己是否还能做到。。

也许我不该顾虑那么多

一切从零开始吧

时间能证明一切

my first time joining pongal ^^

2011-04-08T22:30:00.006+08:00

its friday i should sleep until the sun rise..
but today i nid to wake up early for the Pongal event organize by my uni

according to the indian..
The Pongal festival celebrated in Malaysia last week is a traditional harvest festival widely celebrated by Indians of Tamil decent, all over the world.
During the Pongal festival, milk is boiled in a clay pot until it overflows. Then, rice, sugar, raisins and cashew nuts are added inside.
Pongal in Tamil means "boiling over or spill over." The boiling over of milk in the clay pot symbolizes material abundance for the household.
Pongal is celebrated at harvest time, is traditionally intended to thank the Sun God and farmstead livestock that helped create the material abundance.

but few day before the event start .. some trouble occured..
They had been facing a critical crisis from the UUM authorities saying that Muslim are not allowed to join for pongal cause it make 'dosa'.
Thus, out of the 3000 students ;1600 of them are muslims and now they are trying their best to replace these 1600 people with non-muslims instead they are going to celebrate within 2 more days . Fees to invite the person in charge from the Book of record has incured about 4 to 5 thousand and without enough amount of student cooking for the pot ,they will not be able to break the record....
Therefore ,they try their best to invite all the uni graduate include outsider secondary student to take part in this event.. frankly,its another racist problem occur...sigh..
hope we can be more bersatu..
since we always consern about semangat 1 malaysia

no matter wat..
all of us manage to participate the event..
and the event was successfully being organize.

early morning reach marching field and i saw all those pot being arrange nicely wit number on
it..

i chose one of the pot ^^
no 981 .. my lucky number for today..lol
they provide us some rice wit raisin and sugar, wood, pot and milk..
all we nid to do is boil the milk
then put the rice into the pot
and wait until the milk boil til split out ^^
and the mission is complete
but most difficult thing is we nid to light fire by our own under HOT SUN
is really damn hot

u can see through the pic..
ppl light up fire under umbrella and the whole field full of SMOKE..

at first we were fail to light it up cos we hav out of lighter
but then there is a kind Indian guy came and help us
and finally we did it ^^
thanks to him although i dunno who is he....

cooking..cooking..cooking.. can u see the fire ....hahaha

take pic wit my roomate yee teng while waiting the milk boil...^^

self capture nie..
i addicted wit my phone application
cos i dl many application tat can take different type of photo..^^
my phone now even gt fish eye ...ngek ..ngek..ngek..

FINALLY my milk boil....
i damn happy we are the first one team who successfully boil the milk among my other friends... although the milk given by the organizer was not enough i jus think of pour some water mix wit the milk to make it boil..
and it works..
my roomate scream at me during the event when i put some bread under the pot to let it burn...wakakakaka
cos i curious bout the bread wil make the fire bigger or not...
too bad...the bread cant make the fire bigger..

2011-04-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

♥ 随时能联系到彼此

♥ 经常谈心，让彼此知道对方的想法

♥ 吵架要发泄出来，不能隔夜

♥ 互相尊重

♥ 不要跟异性朋友没完没了的联系

♥ 不要吝啬你的甜言蜜语

♥ 态度决定一切

♥ 两个人吵架，不管是谁的错，必须有人先低头道歉，哄对方。

♥ 不能记仇

♥ 不能发泄在情人身上、用一些不伤情人的办法。比如吃喜欢的食物，shopping 等等

♥ 真爱是付出。不是常常要求对方要怎样怎样，若是这样的话，日子会很难过。

要改变别人，最有效的方法是首先改变你自己。

♥ 有一个你们都尊重，都认同的 “导师”很多人类都知道，能够谦卑，能够认错的人，才是真正的强者。但有时候，你我一时都会有自己的盲点，看不见自己错在那里。大家都不愿认错，因为“我”没有错。所以，这时候，这个导师就扮演了很重要的角色。

♥ 彼此对未来有一个约定，一个大家一起达到的梦想/理想/事物

♥ 不要贪心

♥ 不要比较

♥ 情侣之间如何吵架都不能提到分手这两个字…

珍惜彼此的爱

爱情是难得的^^

P/S: Communication is a skill which play a important role in one relationship..

Honest and Trust ur partner no matter what...

just speak out wat or how u wish to him/her....

2011-04-06T23:11:00.005+08:00

emo-ing for few days..
and rainy day keep attack my uni..
all the ppl worry the flood wil happen again
but luckly the rain finally stop for today
i knew i nid to get up and continue my life
no matter what happened
no more emo stuff
went to dpp Eon spring fest cultural night with my friends
nothing much talk bout it
jus try to enjoy it through out the whole night.

table where i sit...54

i manage to take picture with the wu shu team from kedah.
the girl beside me was jus 5 years old and she very cute...

drum performance by uum drum member...

nothing much to blog about it
cos im not really enjoy the whole performance during tat night due to some prob..

p/s: hope it wil be ur final decision..and thing wont happen again and again...im tired.

2011-04-03T22:37:00.001+08:00

爱其实就像打计程车。第一，不像公共汽车，只需等待就会自动来到你的面前，而需要你先向它招手才停；第二，如果你碰到的是空车，那就是你的幸运，但往往车上已经有人了；第三，走了多少距离就要付出多少代价。

2011-04-01T08:47:00.003+08:00

wake up early in the morning
im having insomnia again.
but i stil manage to hav few hours sleep
after reading this message
i cry suddenly
i found out
i do really change alot
in people thought
i always smile and crazy
i so miss the old me
i realize i had change a lot..
trying to get myself bac...
im not happy wit myself now at all....

i want always laugh
i want always chasing ppl like n body business
i want being crazy wit friends...
that me
SYDNEY LIM.....

崩溃

2011-03-31T20:39:00.006+08:00

再一次的打击让我崩溃了
也许该说
在我人生里
我需要勇气去面对一些我不想发生的事
事情到了这地步
谁也不能责怪谁
在我的感情理念里
爱情只有2个人
没有3个人
人是有贪念
但是要学会如何去控制
不要因为自己的利益
而做出伤害别人的事
也许你感受不到别人的痛
可是
事情无论如何最终是要有一个结果的

佩娟。。
谢谢你
你让我领悟到
我的人生除了别人
还有我自己
除了爱人
我还有家人和朋友
也许我现在会很难受
让时间再过久一些些
我会得到我想要的
勉强没有幸福
所以我选择冷静下来思考
也许这对彼此都好
在我最低潮的时候
谢谢你陪伴我

毅嘉。。。
怎么说呢。。
你是让我面对现实的人
与他一样逃避现实的我
遇到你突如其来的提问
让我觉悟了
我不能再沉默的忍下去
你说过
只要不要做出伤害自己的事
你这朋友都会站在我这边支持我
别担心
自杀跳楼这些玩意儿不是我的风格
我知道
伤心是难免的
可是我的人生还是一样要过
我是为我而活
不是为他而活
也许这样我会得到快乐

咏婷。。。
谢谢你的鼓励。。
我经常有留意你post的quote
很有意思
看了
我反而没有再执着下去了
无论悲哀或快乐
都要勇敢面对

秀红。。。
我的好姐妹
一次又一次
我在你面前表现我最脆弱的一面
而你也不介意的听我倾诉
让我大哭一场
把所有不开心的事
全都说了出来
虽然你经常说
你对感情这回事不是很了解
可是真的
你帮了我很多
你远方的一通电话
让我很温馨
你担心感情用事的我
会一时冲动错误判断
所以一直提醒我要冷静，要理智
我会明白的。。。
我要学你那样
无论是独自一个人
或有朋友结伴
都能做自己喜欢的事
坚持自己的决定
勇敢去面对

这一回
我真的体会到很多
痛。。。悲。。。伤。。。
也许这是我成长的一部分
希望我想要的他
是一个能让我依靠，保护我的他
最重要的
是信任和坚持
路还远的很
我该慢慢去体验

p/s: 这几天就让我放纵一下吧。。
伤心是在所难免的。。
要是我不伤心的话就表示我不爱你了哦
我不想再逞强微笑下去。。。。
不开心就哭
开心就大声笑吧。。。。。
这是时候让你我冷静思考。。。

2011-03-30T21:32:00.010+08:00

这世界上，没有说谁没了谁就生活不下去，你要学会独立，享受自己自由自在，不必和别人交待。

我当然也会试着去做女强人，不用依靠成功的白领。
但是我只是一般的女人，我需要爱，需要一个每天都能快乐的心情，想要一个爱的人陪。

p/s:I don't count the number of friends I have, but the number of friends I can count on.thx to friends...im know i can go through this.

I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest, but at least I'm me, and don't pretend to be someone that I'm not meant to be..Dun ever think of changing me because I love you.

Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard u are to handle, but still wants u in their life.

Change...Discover and adapt

2011-03-29T17:26:00.005+08:00

FINALLY ,i get my new lappy and phone...
My brother bring it bac all the way from Lenovo factory...LOL
and it come wit brand new Logitech mouse cos the old one gt bit problem already....
Im trying to discover my new lappy tis few days
window 7 and intel core i5....
argh...i really noob in IT stuff...
next is my phone
Samsung Galaxy Ace S5830
Android 2.2
i read the menu book again and again
and install the software given to my lappy...
but stil
i could not manage the phone...LOL
is too many application ...>.<
the only thing i know is play Angry Bird...haha

Goodbye to HP lappy....
Hello to my new lappy.....

P/s: one week spending in ipoh wit u....
i felt like dun wan to mention it here...
dun wan to think about it and should move on..
that the only way i can do..^^

突然看到一篇部落哪里写着。。。。。
改变种子，才能改变果实..这些道理我一直都知道，
如果是别人的话我还可以讲出一大堆这类鼓励的话。
但原来悟出真理是需要时间内化...
人生就是没那么一帆风顺，我绝对要让自己经得起考验。
超有同感哦。。。。赞！！

你已经很久没看我写的东西了。。
也许你已经不关心了。。。

2011-03-21T15:07:00.005+08:00

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming

Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
(I'm back baby)
I feel like there's nothing that I can't try
and if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
and you, the dreams are for you

I hear "The Tears of a Clown"
I hate that song
I always feel like they talking to me when it comes on
another day another Dawn
another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I'm gone
what am I s'posed to do when the club lights come on
its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
what if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)
how do I respond?
what if my son stares with a face like my own
and says he wants to be like me when he's grown
shit! But I aint finished growing
another night the inevitible prolongs
another day another Dawn
just tell Taneka and Taresha I'll be better in the morn'
another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

"A house is Not a Home", I hate this song
is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
and niggas got the nerve to blame you for it
and you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
but you felt it and still feel it
and money can't make up for it or conceal it
but you deal with it and you keep ballin'
pour out some liquor, play ball and we keep ballin'
baby we've been living in sin 'cause we've been really in love
but we've been living as friends
so you've been a guest in your own home
it's time to make your house your home
pick up your phone, come on

"Ain't No Stopping Us Now", I love that song
whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y'all that we won't stop
we back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
it's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
drove me away than embraced me
forgave me for all of my shortcomings
welcome to my homecoming
yeah it's been a long time coming
lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
made it back, lost my dog (I miss you BIG)
and here I stand, a better man! (a better man)
Thank you Lord (Thank you Lord)

P/S: singing this song all the way im coming back..
feel so relieve when i saw all the car' s car plate around me start with A not K.....
spending my day wit mr chong....
im glad tat we can walk til the end.....

2011-03-19T22:52:00.006+08:00

1、遇到不想回答的問題：直視對方的眼睛，微笑、沈默。

2 、走路抬頭挺胸，心情不好時，不想跟人招呼，點頭微笑，逕直走過。

3 、請記得：好朋友的定義是，你混的好，他打心眼裡為你開心，你混的不好，他由衷的為你著急。

4 、做自己的決定，然後準備好承擔後果。從一開始就提醒自己，世上沒有後悔藥吃，而我永遠有個 B計劃。

5、自己分內的事情，努力做到一百分。

6 、接受自己不過是個"小小的我" ，但眼裡要能夠悅納"大大的世界" 。

7、如果你真的喜歡一個人，就給他自由。如果他能回到你身邊，他就是你的，如果他沒有回來，那他也永遠不屬於你。

8 、不要試圖給自己找任何藉口，錯誤面前沒人愛聽那些藉口。

9 、不要隨意發脾氣，誰都不欠你的。

10 、不說謊話，因為總有被拆穿的一天。

11 、別低估任何人。

12 、你沒那麼多觀眾，別那麼累。

13、過去的事情可以不忘記，但一定要放下。

14 、別人說的記在腦袋裡，而自己的，則放在心裡。

15 、社會是有等級的，很多事不公平，別抱怨，因為沒有用。

16 、你永遠沒有你自己想像中那麼重要。

17 、錢能解決的問題統統不叫問題。

18 、無論何時說"我愛你"，請真心實意，無論何時說"對不起"，請看著對方的眼睛。

19、永遠不要以貌取人，慢慢地說，但要迅速地想。

20 、找點時間，單獨呆會兒。

21、不是自己的東西不要，就是再喜歡也不行，要懂得放弃。

22 、不要觉得是生活虧欠了你，其實是我做的努力不夠。

23 、努力向前，再努力向前，再努力一下下，願望就會實現！

24 永遠沒有坚持到底的失敗，也不會有半途而廢的成功。

25 三人行必有我師，沒有人會比你弱，好學、上進的心態。多問問自己："我努力了沒有？

2011-03-16T17:43:00.001+08:00

got a little bit crazy today...
assignment make me stress up..
cause me simply buying things without notice...lol

ya,its Ribena sparkling...
i never bought bottle drinks that so much exp...LOL
225 ml cost me rm 3.++...
i duno why i bought it..
jus got a sudden idea i wan drink ribena
there are many favourite and type of ribena in the refri
but i chose the most expansive one....sigh
got a little bit regret when i bought it..
and even Mr chong laugh at me asking me why so excited
but stil
i nid enjoy me Ribena wit smiley face...
although its jus wit a sparkling water ribena taste
ngek ngek ngek..

evil smile....>.<

2011-03-15T23:51:00.007+08:00

FINALLY settle my midterm..
but stil
i got tons of assignment waiting for me...
hope i can relax for few days and recharge my energy
having insomnia and headache prob due to no reason i think..>.<
this few day
my emotion swing like a boat..i think..
we argue more than last time..
i think this is the way we know how each other feel...
last time
we never argue and always wonder is it good or bad thing...
or should i say
argument= communication /knowing ???
feeling stress ,emo and down
sumore there someone make me feel annoying
i impress he can endure her better than me...
maybe i jus too care about it..
so i had made my decision after outing to Changlun wit friends...
she like to act
let her act ....
she jus a small character in my life..blek..:)
i should say thanks to her for paying so much attention about me....LOVE U..evil smile:)

bowling time..
i din actually hav a nice sleep the day b4 we go..
i was sleepy along the way to Changlun
but i was so energetic when i saw bowling...hoho

me, yee teng and sui fun...

my roommate..^^
swee kien and yee teng...

P/s: 如果你真的喜欢一个人，就给他自由。如果他能回到你身旁，他就是你的，如果他沒有回来，那他也永远不属于你

2011-03-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

今天金句：

不要得罪女人

不出声不代表好惹

p/s: 忍耐是有限的。。。。。
向周杰伦看齐。。。我屌!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-06T16:30:00.002+08:00

busy revise my midterm...
Im taking organizational behavior essay paper for this semester
I think is part of phychology and sociology course
because its all about human behavior and altitude change.
i never read my OB til the exam is jus around the corner
and i found
some of the OB topic do really help us in our life
Different individual have differences
but everyone have their own self-esteem, self-efficacy and self-monitoring...
Self esteem develop by our life experiences and how people threat us...
Here is the Six Pillars of Self Esteem
Live consciously
Be actively and fully engaged in what you do and with whom you interact
Be self-accepting
Dont be overly judgemental or critical of your thought and actions
Take personal responsibility
Take full responsibility for your decisions and actions in life's journey
Be self-assertive
Be authentic and willing to defend your beliefs when interacting with others rather than bending to their will to be accepted or liked.
Live purposefully
Have clear near-term and long-term goals and realistic plans for achieving them to create a sense of control over your life
Have personal integrity
Be true to your words and your value

P/s: hope this wil help u from getting all those trouble quest....future is important but dun give too much pressure to urself ...

2011-02-28T22:04:00.005+08:00

I can felt tat
Im not in good mood today

going class in the afternoon
and my friend told me tat
UUM student get into car accident this morning

can u see how serious was the accident occurred???

3 of them live the same dpp wit me....
2 of the girl pass away
and another one is in ICU with critical condition.
the incident happen jus outside our Uni's Hotel.
they drove car out of uni bcos they wan to pass up their resume and testi...
3 of them were sem 6 student
they going to graduate this year...
felt sad to them
they had work hard study for few years
and their life jus end up without notice...
may two of them rest in peace
and hope the one who injured can get well soon...

On the other hand
saw someone fb status
i wont mention his name here due to privacy..
He say he tired of everything and would like to leave this world...
OK...
maybe u all should be asking
What he tired of???
He same age wit me
no working and no studying
everyday jus hanging around wit friend or online
wasting time doing nothing
at the age of 20
he dun hav any income
but he hope tat he can always be wit his gf who study in oversea..
He is romantic
but he is not realistic
Wat i can say to him is
Your life is given by ur parents!!!!
You dun hav the right to end your life like tat..
if you dare to think of die..
why dun you dare to think about your future!!!!!!
because of ur gf
you try to chose leave this world
maybe i dunno how much u love ur gf
BUT
You just too silly..
You stil have long way to go..
Gf is just a part of ur life...
Your gf do feel sad or regret bcos of ur leaving...
But stil she wil move on her life....
Dun evade bcos you scare to move on...
Some ppl dun even have the chance to live...
Please appreciate what you having now...
Should enjoy ur life til the max.!!!!!!!!

P/s: 有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆；有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，拼命想寻找一个出口；有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非；有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

2011-02-27T16:54:00.008+08:00

Look at the picture..

Ya, HE is a MALE model...
his name is
Andrej Pejic..
if u dun believe it see this...

and this

but
dun be shock when u saw him wear like this on runway..
.
...
......

OMG...look at his gorgeous leg..
i wish i got his leg ...lol

I came across him when i was reading newspaper article and he had being so famous bcos of his feminine face..
Father is Croatian, mother is Serbian.
19 years old Serbian boy, Andrej Pejic with long blonde hair and feminine features had caught the attention of among others.
His features had caught Jean Paul Gaultier ( famouse french brand) and Marc by Marc Jacobs for their fashion show.

wat i can say is..
he jus so girlish....>.<

we should call him handsome ???
or
pretty???

2011-02-25T16:14:00.004+08:00

ITS Friday...
busy wit assignment in my room...
and finally
i turn up editing my pic...lol

sexy red lips????

recently saw some makeup video on net
demonstrate how to have ur own sexy lips....woohoo
i never try red on my lips b4
so i jus edit one of my pic for a try...
red? dark red?bright red?
the first pic of mine look like a vampire nie..funny
going to buy a red lipstick for myself when i bac...>.<
Many of us had wrongly believe we cant wear red lipstick..
By choosing the right red lipstick it do actually highlight ur style..
Pink-skinned girls should look for cherry red
Olive skin can try for fire-engine red..
Dark skin looks great with deep red...@.@
If you can't find a lip liner that matches your lipstick exactly, then try search for some concealer around the outside of the lips prior to application.
To avoid looking like you've just walked off a stage (or out of the '80s), always pair bold red lips with little or no eye makeup.for eg.dun put smoky eye wit red lips..LOL
and
One BIG red lipstick mistake is the colour u put on does not match ur outfits..>.<

P/s :轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。你已经20岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。过了20岁了，学会淡定从容

自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。20岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。过了20岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？过了20岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

2011-02-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

Thursday nite...
lazy to do my assignment..
my roommate decide to play manicure
cos they saw me paint my nail in chocolate colour last few days
teaching them how to deal wit the nail polish...
although i lost my voice
but stil we screaming and having lot fun

went to university ceremony this afternoon
officer ask us to wait at 230pm.
but the prime minister come at 430pm..
wasting 2 hours sleeping, online or doing nothing in the hall...
moreover
they did not count the sit and the ppl they had invited
and problem appear when student not enough place to sit
some fet up and straight away went back hostel...
during the speech our chancellor say
UUM is
THE ENIMENT MANAGEMENT UNIVERSITY
now i only noe..
our so called eniment management
is cancel all afternoon classes
and let student waste 2 hour waiting the ceremony start
the ceremony jus take us 1 and half hour
and is jus to celebrate Hari Pengasasan University for 27 years...=.=
haiz....
why they dont jus work hard improve our academic and student needs...
dont wasting money buying those so call high tech gadget
want us scan thumbprint for every class we hav to take attendance...=.=
now by scanning our student card already make us trouble..
stil want thumbprint sumore...siao ah

my koko-mate-Sue synn and Jess
waiting outside the hall under hot sun...
luckily i bring my BIG Renoma umbrella...
prevent my skin from getting darker..lol

Stil, im joining Red crescent in uni for my koko..
although it had been my koko activity for almost 5 yrs..^^

meet a African who sit beside one of my friend's friend
he told us tat he actually getting his Phd real soon in UUM...
feel so paisehnya when he sit wit us
cos we all jus getting our degree...>.<

Finally our Malaysia Vice PM arrived...
giving a short speech then he went to our uni golf field for another ceremony...

the hall was packed by ppl...
i rush out the hall after the ceremony jus end
cos they wil be ppl jam inside the hall
when all of them walk out to catch buses...

2011-02-23T18:39:00.011+08:00

here we go..
finally get my next year calender...
planning to go for trip..
and not to forget
i want go Sabah meet my holly babe!!!
since i saw u took so many nice pic..
it really attracted me a lot...

my third sem timetable

forth sem timetable

going to hav my long sem break..
im thinking of finding a job to earn some pocket money
and go travel...
not to forget
i should continue my yoga class...
since form six i had give up due to many reason..
feel regret about it...

oh god, my flu getting worst and worst....
and my sound rough like a man...=.=
tomorow nid attend uni ceremony...
wat a fuckin great day for me..
when i wil recover...
cry............

p/s:
当你在原地踏步当儿，也许有人已在你后面超越你了。。。
当你领悟到什么是爱情的时候，就是让你大彻大悟的时候。。。
有些事真的想开了看淡了.也就少了最初那份激动。。。
画个圈圈在你心里，那是属于我的位置。我要安静的待在那里，没事请别叫醒我沉睡的眼睛。可是贪心的你在你心里，连我一个圈圈都已经放不下了。。

everything but me

2011-02-22T21:46:00.005+08:00

this few days
my life jus like a roller coaster
up and down
hard to get through
in the end
i fall sick and its damn suffer
trying to think back wat is going on this few day
but i cant
i chose to let it be
maybe im jus care bout wat ppl want
and
i din even think about myself
im tired and exhausted
is time to be selfish
for my own good
its really sad
when u get hurt by someone
and u r very disappointed to that person..
i should forget everything happen between us.
i want to get a normal life...
i hope
there is someone i can lie down
there is someone tat i can speak too
there is someone always care for me
there is someone .........
maybe tat is jus my wishlist..
its hard to meet person tat is 100% for me...
ppl tend to be together bcos there are not 100% perfect...
should enjoy every moment i have wit friend...

p/s: thx to holly babe, mr toilet and william help me get through this hard time..
i knew i can do it...
david, its had been long time we din contact to each other and its was sad cos both of us face same situation when we both hav a talk and hope u can get through...take care.
from now on there is nothing about you and its jus everything about me...
chao.......

2011-02-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

currently searching some fashion article....
going to write my own article for my English class
seeing all those beautiful cloths
but i cant have it...
its torture me...>.<

2011-02-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

1、其实男女拍拖，新鲜感普遍最长都只有两个月。当两个月过去后，两个人就需不停进行磨合半年左右，这其间极容易分手。但当半年过后两人间所产生的就不只是当初所凭借的喜欢与好感，而是真正的爱与在乎。未来的路，靠的就是这份在乎与心里的爱了。所以，若两人已共同走过了半年的磨炼，就请不要轻易放弃!

2、我们都因为爱犯过错误，值得庆幸的是，这是为了我们所爱的人，不是吗？生活总是给我们很多机会，让我们从头再来，改正我们曾犯下的错误，希望你们能一直保持这份真爱，谢谢你们让我知道什么是爱。我们有缘再聚。

3、:“你问我爱你值不值得，其实你应该知道，爱就是不问值得不值得。”

4、真正的爱情，要懂得珍惜：没有谁和谁是天生就注定在一起的。一辈子其实不长。能遇心爱的人，是多么幸运的事。为何不紧握着他的手呢。一辈子只爱一个人，并不丢人。心里明明知道，除了他还会有更优秀的人出现，可是一个人不能这么贪心的。一颗心需要坚定地去温暖另一颗心，坦诚相待，这样才可以幸福。

5、所有的“我开玩笑的”都一定带着一点点认真；所有的“我不懂”其实还是有一点懂；每一次“我不在乎”背后都有一点点在乎，每一次“我没事”背后都还是有那么一点伤痛。

6、一生就这么一次，谈一场以结婚为目的的恋爱吧。不再因为任性而不肯低头，不再因为固执而轻言分手。最后地坚信一次，一直走，就可以到白头。就那样相守，在来往的流年里，岁月安好。惟愿这一生，执子之手，与子偕老。

7、你爱他吗？爱就告诉他，何必把思念之苦藏在心底深处。怕样子，地位，身份不相配？别怕，爱一个人是美好的。要知道，你的爱也是组成这个有爱的世界的一个部分。

8、有些人永远都不会知道，他的一句话，我会记得很久；他的一个不以为然的承诺，我却苦苦守侯。之后，再经过时间而改变，而变淡，渐渐的，淡忘了。那种前一秒，还怀着满心期望，象被推上高高的天空；然后下一秒，满心的失望，象从高空狠狠坠落。

9、让女人念念不忘的是感情，让男人念念不忘的是感觉。感情随着时间沉淀，感觉随着时间消失。终其是不同的物种，所以，谁又能明白谁的深爱，谁又能理解谁的离开

10、看一个女人爱你的程度，要看她在你面前笑得是否开心，更要看她在你面前哭得是否彻底；要看她浓妆艳抹风情万种，更要看她质朴自然不事雕琢；要看她的矜持自重，更要看她耍泼撒娇；要看她柔弱似水温情如火，更要看她倾心为你承受与奉献 —— 一个爱你的女人，她在你面前是立体的，毫无保留的，不顾一切的。

12、有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息地忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。

13、从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你，爱不爱你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。------ 再也不要太在意一些人，太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这个世界就是这样：往往在最在乎的事物面前，我们最没有价值。

14、人们更容易和自己亲近的人发火，而不是他们讨厌的人。所谓亲近的人，就是大部分时间和他们在一起的人——这一点很重要，这说明我们发火往往是因为我们对自己亲近的人有更多期望，或者说，想从他们那里得到更多东西。

15、这个世界上,总有个人,他治得了你。只要看到他,你的坏脾气自然收敛起来,变得驯如羔羊。只要看到他,你的沮丧会消失得无影无踪。跟他一起,你才发现自己从没这么温柔过；跟他一起,你会努力表现得聪明些。------ 爱上了他,你有点怕他；爱上了他,你开始相信命运；是否前世你欠了他什么？谁知道,他治得了你。

16、有时候，这个世界很大很大，大到我们一辈子都没有机会遇见。有时候，这个世界又很小很小，小到一抬头就看见了你的笑脸。所以，在遇见时，请一定要感激；相爱时，请一定要珍惜；转身时，请一定要优雅；挥别时，请一定要微笑。

17、对方说:「我已经不爱你了。」, 你着急了, 脱口而出:「没关系的啊 ! 我们还是可以在一起的啊 ! 」, 说完, 你忽然哭了, 不是因为伤心对方不爱你了, 而是因为这一瞬间, 你猛然醒悟, 自己已经成为爱情的乞丐。。。。。

18、很多时候，一个人发现自己爱上一个人，都是在跟他分别的时候，突然一下见不到那个人了，才知道自己已经不知不觉地对那个人产生了很强的依恋。

19、做一个温暖的女子。做一个爱笑的女子。快乐并懂得如何快乐。快乐并感染身边的人快乐。尽力做到更好。偶尔任性，却不犀利。偶尔敏感，却不神经质。乐意和大家分享所有开心和不开心的事情。高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就哭，然后当做什么也没发生。

20、你应不应该做，是你自己决定的。如果不尝试一下，你怎么知道你放弃的是什么？

21、世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远，互不相识，忽然有一天，他们相识，相爱，距离变得很近。然后有一天，不再相爱了，本来很近的两个人，变得很远，甚至比以前更远。

22、不是每个人你都愿意等待，也不是所有人都值得你去等待；一句我等你，包含了很多的无奈、心酸、苦涩；或许是爱不到，或许是不能爱，不论怎样，我等你这个承诺，远比我爱你更动听。

23、你敢说,我就敢做；你敢跑,我就敢追；你敢嫁,我就敢娶；你敢当娘,我就敢做爹；你敢花钱,我就敢挣钱；你敢当红太狼，我就敢当灰太狼；你敢说对不起，我就敢说没关系；你敢死心踏地，我就敢不离不弃；你敢不争不吵，我就敢白头偕老；你敢说我是你的一切，我就敢说你是我的世界。

24、现在男女之间的恋爱，总是答应太快，结果分手也快。人性的规律是容易得到的就容易放弃。凡是通过努力得到的，不管是感情还是物品，都会使人顿生珍惜之感。所以在感情上，当有人追求时，需要有一些矜持，即使心里很爱，也需要给追求者时间和难度，这样两人走到一起才会珍惜感情、地久天长。

25、如果彼此出现早一点，也许就不会和另一个人十指紧扣。又或者相遇的再晚一点，晚到两个人在各自的爱情经历中慢慢地学会了包容与体谅、善待和妥协，也许走到一起的时候，就不会那么轻易地放弃，任性地转身，放走了爱情。——没有早一步也没有晚一步，那是太难得的缘份。

26、我想，如果你有那么一点点喜欢我，就一点点，我也会有勇气去争取。可是，我也不知道怎么去分辨，生怕或许我以为的表示，也只是自己的自作多情。这样的自己，就会显得那么的渺小而力不从心。当对某人放进了感情，那么在他/她面前，你就像个神经，会惶恐，会不安，会焦虑，会患得患失。

27、女人其实很简单，她们会不顾一切的追求幸福，不在乎未来怎样，不在乎流言蜚语，不在乎名誉地位，不在乎异样眼神；女人其实很简单，会在失恋时抱头痛哭，会放下骄傲乞求男人回头，会痴痴等待，会幻想和他还能走到一起；女人其实很简单，给她们想要的就会可爱的笑，会肆无忌惮的展示自己的幸福。

28、世上最心痛的距离，不是我活在遗憾里，不能忘记，而是你始终不懂我的悲哀，不明白我内心的孤寂！世上最心痛的距离，不是你不懂我的悲哀，不明白我的孤寂，而是我即使痛彻心扉，也不能放声哭泣！

29、感情这东西最难的，不在于是不是两个人真的就爱了，难于爱的维持与持久，因为人生并不是只有一天。生活毕竟是现实的，人要经历这样那样的考验，不单单是一句我爱你就解决了。人生中会有很多意想不到的事情，要有足够的耐心去面对。总要经历一些事情，才会明白一些道理，而很多变化就在经历中发生了。

30、太爱一个人，你会太在乎他/她跟谁在一起，心里是否有你；太爱一个人，你会刚说再见却又心生思念；太爱一个人，你会因为他/她的温柔而满怀甜蜜，更会因为他/她的冷漠而郁郁寡欢；太爱一个人，会无原则地忍受他/她，慢慢地他/她习惯于这种纵容，无视你为他/她的付出，甚至会觉得你很烦。

31、每一段恋情都独一无二。有的人让你学会了怎样去爱，有的人让你明白了什么是受伤，有的人让你尝到了人间最甜蜜的幸福……有的爱情虽已走远，但它把我们引向成熟；有的人虽已不爱，但曾经爱得真切。我们不知道什么时候会受到爱神的眷顾，但注定会有某个人，让我们不得不爱。

32、人生最大的幸福，是发现自己爱的人正好也爱着自己。

33、爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换。找一个能一起吃苦的，而不是一起享受的；找一个能一起承担的，而不是一起逃避的；爱不是一个人的事，而是两个人的努力，两个人的奋斗，两个人的共同创造。

一个男生真的喜欢你的时候.....

2011-02-19T20:08:00.005+08:00

如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会冷落你超过三天，因为想念你的日子很难度过

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会给你一个甜蜜的称呼，只属于他一个人喊的称呼，即使你有时不喜欢，但这也是爱你的一种！

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会把你当孩子般宠爱，但是自己又说不出宠你的原因~

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会让你开心快乐，不会带给眼泪

如果一个男人真的爱你，他的手机会24小时为你开机，随时随地让你能够找到他

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会觉得你是最好的，不会将你和其他女人做比较，即便你并不优秀

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会抽出时间来陪你，即使自己真的很忙，因为他看不见你会很想你

如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会要求你减肥，因为他会把你的身体健康看作第一位

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会很想和你生活在一起，会把你看成是生命中最重要的

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会经常紧紧地抱着你，让你感受他的心跳

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会在你睡着的时候轻轻吻你，因为你是他的天使

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会给你买你喜欢的东西，并且很高兴陪你逛街

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会默默地为你付出一切，但很少让你知道他所做的牺牲

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会看你吃饭的时候傻笑，然后把好吃都留给你吃，那怕他只喝汤，心里也会很高兴。

如果一个男人爱你，他会不厌其烦提醒你吃饭，穿衣服，听你烦了，他还是要提醒你，因为你生病就是对他最大的伤害

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会记住你说的每句话，哪怕是一句小玩笑，他也会放心里。然后努力改变自己的生活习惯。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会只对你一个人好，虽然他身边的朋友说他重色轻友，但是如果他朋友出事，他也会像担心你一样担心他们。所以不要说他不够义气。

如果一人男人真的爱你，在你过马路的时候会紧张的拉着你的手，怕你横冲直撞出什么事，所以你不要甩开他的手。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他的手机里都是关于你的东西，想你的时候会对着手机傻笑，回忆美好的幸福！！

p/s: 爱情里不会计较付出与牺牲，因为你会觉得你所付出的一切能让你所爱的人幸福快乐是值得的。。宽恕与包容是最重要的。。

我希望那个人、只能是你 …

2011-02-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

｛1｝我想有个人…他的签名只为我写…

｛2｝我想有个人…能在FB 上给我一个唯一的分组…

｛3｝我想有个人…跟我在一起时，眼里只有我…

｛4｝我想有个人…只会在我面前脆弱…

｛5｝我想有个人…把他心里想的全部倒给我…

｛6｝我想有个人…看我的时候总会让我充满暖意，而不是冷冷的…

｛7｝我想有个人…总会想我，而且会让我知道…

｛8｝我想有个人…会给我关心，说些让我暖心的话…

｛9｝我想有个人…不会欺骗我背叛我…

｛10｝我想有个人…生气的时候会跟我说：“我生气了！”而不是在心里藏着…

｛11｝我想有个人…能对我的付出有很大的反应…

｛12｝我想有个人…会在我和他的朋友之间重色轻友一点…

｛13｝我想有个人…能在我累了的时候给我个大大的拥抱…

｛14｝我想有个人…能珍惜跟我独处时的那点短暂的时间…

｛15｝我想有个人…能在分别时，离去的路上回头看我一眼冲我笑笑…

｛16｝我想有个人…会在有机会时想尽一切办法和我联络…

｛17｝我想有个人…会给我许多鼓励…

｛18｝我想有个人…会把我在乎你表现出来…

｛19｝我想有个人…能经常说喜欢我，爱我

｛20｝我想有个人…能不管别人怎么说怎么想，坚持他的看法…

｛21｝我想有个人…每天精神满满的，而不是萎迷不振的…

｛22｝我想有个人…能为我写点什么…那怕几个字也好…

｛23｝我想有个人…把他喜欢的事拿出来跟我分享…

｛24｝我想有个人…能把曾经追求的东西，现在看淡一点…

如果有心…这些很简单…希望那个人…是你

我希望那个人，只能是你 …

p/s:

u jus dun understand what i feel.....

u dun know what i want.....

2011-02-18T10:21:00.000+08:00

追求快樂不是你爭我奪的「零和遊戲」，而是一場「非零和遊戲」（nonzero sum game）或「正和遊戲」（positive sum game ）。
當我們幫助別人得到快樂時，也會找到自己的快樂。

2011-02-13T21:40:00.003+08:00

明天是情人节
我们都没有准备到礼物给对方
没关系^^
你答应过我要写一封信给我的哦
不必贵重的礼物
一封信已经足够了
我需要的
只是坦诚和真心

钟富明
这三个字本来对我来说毫不熟悉
巧合下
在没有预料中
我和你遇见
你给我的印象是很凶很骄傲的男生
所以刚开此傻傻的我不敢与你多交谈
怕你欺负我
因为你突如其来的一条简讯
我们开始了
对你毫无了解的我
不知哪来的勇气接受了你
也就是因为这勇气
我与你在一起了2年多
很开心和你在一起
只不过
很不幸的
你还是会欺负我

在欺负我的过程中
我也学会了以牙还牙

这一年里发生了很多事
开心的也有
不开心的也有
甜酸苦辣
什么滋味
我们都经历过
就算让我心痛过
我也选择不轻易放弃你
因为
这2年里
你真的有让我感觉到什么是开心和幸福

老公
这两个字
不是随便就能说出口
我还记得这是你说的
因为认定对方是你爱的人
才能有这样的称呼
虽然别人说你不是百分百的好老公
可是
我的要求并不多
在我心里
只要你肯与我一起
为我们的未来目标而奋斗
爱护我和让我幸福
你已经是百分百了
老公
也许你会问我
为何那么傻的选择和你一起
我明白你顾虑别人的眼光
但我从没有想过
因为我和你
都是一样的
未来发生的事
我们并不知道
也许有一天你会是很成功
这是我对你的期望^^

因为你
本来冷漠的我
变得傻乎乎依赖你
所以经常被你骂
我是傻瓜，大头虾
我知道我是
老公不用在偷笑

因为你也好不过那里去>.<
被我感染到
变得傻傻去了

我知道我们缺乏沟通
更何况
我们是远距离恋爱
怕寂寞
怕分离
怕责任
不过我希望
只要我们一起努力
一定能
维护我们的爱情长久
我们要一起到法国去哦 ^^

p/s: 年轻的时候会想到要谈很多次的恋爱，但随着年龄的增长，终于领悟到爱一个人，就算用一辈子的时间，还是会嫌不够，慢慢地去了解这个人，体谅这个人，直到爱上为止，是需要有非常宽大的胸襟才行♥♥ 我爱你，钟富明

Dear hubby James,

Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems.
Dear, I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring. You've changed my life, hubby. You're the only boyfriend who gives my heart some excitement and thrills.
When I'm with you I feel like I'm out of control! You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear... when I'm with you, I feel no fear, not even a single one.I know that when you say you love me and I admit that I've fallen for you.
I love you and that's what I want you to bear in your mind, and it's for keeps.

Wifey,
Sydneybeng

2011-02-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

WHAT a Chinese new year...
coming back from uni for CNY
went shopping, eating, gathering and clubbing...
i nid to forget all those saddness u had gave me..

thx for xot xot gang
although some ppl ffk us
but at least we can gather and keep in touch.

thx for mr toilet
i do really having great time wit u and ur friends..
is my first time drink, dance and scream like no body business...
damn funny when i watch u all dance...>.<

thx to you giv me a meaningless cny
heart pain like hell
bcos of u keep telling lies...
keep giving empty promises if u cant keep it,
then dun say ok dun give ppl a empty hope...
in ur heart friend are more important
but
in my heart u r more important im jus a fool...
im the only one who always get hurt...
maybe in ur heart im nothing to u....
u jus too selfish...

p/s: sometime ppl dun scold u when u make a mistake does not mean they not angry is bcos u had hurt them deeply til they cant say anything already...o0o
PLEASE THINK TWICE WHEN U MAKE ANY DECISION.
btw
Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends...

2011-02-03T01:38:00.002+08:00

今年的新年
一点都不快乐
我很累了
闷在心里很辛苦

2011-01-27T23:33:00.003+08:00

不要相信对你说不介意你跟异性过于亲密的人。这样的人不是骗你就是在玩你，或者根本就不在意你。你会不介意你的爱人和异性亲密到忘记你存在的地步么？想想就知道了。或者，他本身就不介意在几个异性之间周旋。

不要在几个异性间周旋。爱情是2个人的存在，容不下第三个人。凡是觉得可以左拥右抱的无非是网上YY小说看多的人。爱情是专一的，请记好。

不要给彼此太多的压力。适当的和异性保持距离，对你们的爱情是有好处的。过近的距离，也许会在不经意间，做出让彼此难堪的举动。

不要去欺骗你的爱人。记得，若你没有骗他一辈子的把握，那么便对他说实话。当谎言一再被揭穿的时候，有可能一切都结束了。

不要认为他爱你便不会离开你。在你的一再伤害下，他也会离开，因为你不懂得珍惜，不值得他去爱。懂得珍惜，才能懂得爱情。

不要轻易许下承诺。做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。也许很多男女都喜欢那一张张空头支票，但当你发现每一张都不能兑现的时候，你还会爱着这个骗子么？

不要给你不爱的人任何希望。希望越大，失望就越大。也许你只是喜欢被人爱的感觉吧，但是当失望来临的时候，你也许会因为你的贪婪，而被对方厌恶。

不要后悔。不管做了什么选择，是不是正确的选择，请不要后悔。时间不可能倒流，每个人都要为每个人的过错承担责任。很多时候，错过的就再也回不来了。

2011-01-25T23:43:00.003+08:00

ever since i have a nike watch during secondary school...
give by my friend when i was form 3
and now broke to pieces already
and i cant find the same one he bought to me..T.T
i never bought a nike bag before...
now is time to console myself..
searching some bag through web..

i found this one colour bit attractive
but the size not enough for me to put my stuff

this one convenient for me in uni..^^

i like this one..from Adidas...thumb up ^^

searching all over Nike and Adidas but my most favourite one is Puma .
its more trendy compare with other sport brand
too bad Ipoh dun hav Puma outlet
i saw one bag in Time Square tat really attractive..
purple colour
too bad
i din buy it..T.T
regret max.....

2011-01-25T21:56:00.003+08:00

寂寞不是出轨的理由。

女人结伴与朋友旅遊去了，留下了男人一个人在家。

女人不在家，男人喝着啤酒，不停地换着电视频道。

这时，女孩的电话打来了，她说：「我空闲沒事做，想到你家坐坐吧！」

男人说：「这....不行，我正要出去。」

女孩其实已经在男人的楼下了。女孩是男人的朋友，女孩很多次对他表示了好感，男人都巧妙地拒绝了。男人知道，年轻美丽女孩的心是一张空白的纸，他沒有资格在上面留下任何墨迹。

女孩手里提着很多东西，还有一瓶紅酒，站在了男人的家门口。

男人说：「那我去买些吃的回来吧！」

女孩说：「不用。」便在厨房里忙碌起來。

男人忙不叠地收拾房子，他偶然看见女孩忙碌的背影，突然有了一种感动，就那么一会儿，他立即将这种片刻的感觉压在了心底。

在另一间房子里，他开始打电话约熟悉的朋友來家里吃，可是朋友们都不在。

过一会儿，女孩已经在喊他了，他到厨房猛地楞了，女孩端給他的是一盤热腾腾的意大利面，他最爱吃意大利面了，可是，平时他和女人都太忙，沒有时间煮意大利面，兩盘意大利面、几碟小菜、一瓶紅酒，女孩的脸上柔柔的笑，扰动了他的心。

说不清为什么，他在女孩不注意的时候，关掉了手机，拉上了窗帘，他能听到自己心跳的声音。

一瓶紅酒喝完了，女孩说头晕，就软绵绵地倒在了男人怀里。男人承忍女孩是美丽的，他紧紧地把她抱在怀里，也就在那一刻，他才感觉到女孩的身体是那样的弱小，在他宽阔的肩膀里像個孩子似的睡著，像他的女兒，他的心猛地一颤。

女孩在他的床上睡去了，他轻轻地带上了门。这时，客厅的电话响了，是女人打来的。男人仍然喝着啤酒，不停地换电视频道，他分明听到了女孩轻微的呼吸，但是，他努力地让自己的心冷靜、再冷靜。

女孩醒來的時候已經是第二天早上，男人一夜未眠，男人為女孩准备了早餐。

吃饭的时候，女孩问：「你不喜欢我吗？」

男人说：「喜欢。」

「那你不寂寞吗？」

「有点！」

「可是....怕我纠缠你？」女孩扁着嘴失望的问道。

男人认真地说：「生活是一种责任，就像這碗稀飯和煎蛋，尽管老吃觉得沒有什么味道，可是你每天还得做、还得吃，有时甚至觉得它难吃，可是不吃心里空党党的。」

女孩沈默了。

送走了女孩，男人觉得从未有过的轻松。

爱是一种诚信，是需要付出代价的，如果不爱，或无法承受，那么就別轻易地将自己的心打开。

诱惑和寂寞，本就不是爱的理由。

my birthday

2011-01-22T00:06:00.014+08:00

Happy Birthday to me....

Its was my first time having my birthday in UUM...
should be a "memorable" day for me
early morning i head to class for koko
and sleep for whole afternoon due to severe headache
kinda lonely but stil im glad that i receive many wishes from my friends..
thank you for all the wishes again...
hope everyone living healthy and happily....

not to forget

Thank you to my besties, HoLLy
its really touch me when i saw her new profile picture..
thx for the present oh ^^
I love You , babe...^^

Second , thx to my two roommates
Yee teng and Swee kien....
although we not afford to buy a cake
but at least
they able to buy me a piece of cake during my birthday..hehehe

thank you to William too..^^
he knew i cant find any nice cake in uni
so he decide to draw a domo..
at first i thought it was a chocolate cake...
sorry nie, william...>.<

Thanks to Mr toilet bowl for the birthday call.....
dun forget u owe me a cup of Starbucks again...lalalala

p/s:
sometime
loneliness will make us feel emo-ing
but when u found out
there is a friend you can talk to
all the emo feeling wil straight gone..
im glad tat i have you, my friend
im appreciate a lot
friend are always my best companion ^^

2011-01-21T12:12:00.004+08:00

喜欢为人服务是你个性的特色，脸上时时刻刻都帶著微笑，认识你的朋友都应该觉得很庆幸，你很容易相信別人，但有時候也会因为这样，跟你朋友的不老实大吵大骂，可是你还是会原諒他。
唯一美中不足的是，你常会因为心情不愉快而乱发脾氣，不過也只會對你的知心朋友这么做。你不會因為朋友是異性而有所拘束，對待你不太认识的朋友時，都抱持著「既期待又怕受傷害」的心態去接触对方，一旦熟识后，你就不会有所拘束。

你对爱情的感应比较迟钝，但在你心里可就很敏锐，你总会以猜測的心態去接触你所心仪的对象，不过事实通常都与你所想的互相矛盾，而你也會因此感到失望，如果有異性相當关心你的生活，你会因此而喜欢上他，可是你又不敢开口，等到你要向他表白时，他已经另有对象了，建意你要把握机会，千万不要错失良机。

你有時候为因為工作的全神貫注，而忘了自己還有事情要做，如果你工作時遇到问题或阻碍时，你会主动的去询问別人，是一個不折不扣的日本人。

对于生活上的每项花費，你都很僅慎的斟酌、考量，有時朋友会误认为你是小氣財神，但其实這不过是你节俭的习惯，碰到真需要用錢時，你也是会很大方的。

这是我吗？？？ >.<

2011-01-19T23:29:00.004+08:00

Im trying to join AIESEC tis year
today they having member recruitment
and i thinking of joining their student exchange programme
i want exchange go to oversea...hehehehehe
going for the AIESEC forum tis friday
wil update more information bout this soon..